ntahla..

I think...
recently, i am easily annoyed by the presence of certain people in my 'ruang hidup'..
ish..and ini smua makin parah jadi nye..

ntah kenapa la saya ni sebegini..
pernah tak rasa sakit ati je slalu..

haha..this is what i feel...

kadang2 tu tertnya2, kenapa ada org yg tak reti nk respect other people's ruang peribadi...?

hmmm..
ntahla...
taktau nk ckp cmne..
maybe mereka ni jenis terlalu friendly..jd, smua org dilayan dgn penuh 'ke-over-friendly-an'

haish..tp for people like me, yg hanya suka to involve to only a certain level of other people's life,
'ke-over-friendly-an' ini membunuhku!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tensen..
seriously...
bayangkan..
i was talking to my mum..and i was laughing..and my mum was telling stories...
and then this person came, knocking on my room,calling my name repeatedly...
i did tell that person, "kita tgh cakap dgn mama kita ni..."
but that person keep on talking, as if she didnt listen a word that i said...
hmmmm..
rasa nye, bole je kan tunggu sekejap..tunggu la a few minutes nnt dtg la tanya apa yg awak nk...
ni tak...dia teruskan bercakap..dan bertanya..menyampaikan hasrat 'besar' di hati...
and guess what...?

I HAVE TO TELL MY MUM TO STOP TELLING HER STORY,
JUST TO ENTERTAIN THIS ONE PARTICULAR PERSON...

hmmm..
skrg saya ada satu persoalan...
kenapa saya perlu jd rude to my mum, just to entertain AWAK....??????????
seriously, day by day, saya makin tak tahan...
dan benda ni dah berlaku berulang kali...
as if awak takde masa lain nk tny pd saya ni...???

oh ya, your time is gold, right..? intan permata, berlian segala...
awak mana ada masa lain, nk dibazirkan, utk dtg smula..kan..?

hmmm..ntahla...
mungkin org pandang benda ni kecik, tp for me, it is a big thing...
i dont like this..
i dont like this hatred but i also dont like this person's attitude...
bole tak hormat other people space of privacy...?
tak elok la buat cmni...
dan di sini, saya sendiri yg lemah sbb takde kekuatan nk tegur this person one-by-one..
but i do hope, if dia membaca ni, plz la understand...
dan, i sincerely appologise kalau kamu terasa with what i wrote here..
tp saya dah tak tahan dgn perangai kamu..sgt..