wada the explorer!!

Pernah tgk kartun dora the explorer..?
Saya xpernah..haha.
But i do know the cartoon sbb kdg2 ternampak iklan dia kat tv..
And kadang2 ternampak barang2 dora the explorer yg dijual di pasaran..sbb budak dora tu kelihatan comel berambut pendek memakai beg berjalan2 mengeksplorasi dunia penuh adventur..haha..
Bahasa melayu sgt!!
Haha.

Saya bukan nak promote crita dora tu..
Walaupun budak dora tu comel..
Tp nk crita pasal gelaran tu yg dipanggil oleh sorg PPW kat ED ni...
(saya xtau la PPW stands for apa..tapi, kalau doktor kan ada MO dan HO-nye..
MA-medical assistant pun begitu..PPP seperti MO, PPW seperti HO, still in training)

Ok..
Disebabkan nama saya yg one of a kind..
People usually get it wrongly..
So sekali tu kerja ptg dgn budak ppw ni kat yellow zone..
He started to call me "wanda".. I pun membebel2 ckp bukan wanda la, wada la..

So dia pn ckp "ooo.wada d explorer..."

I was like.? Xmarah pun tp rasa kelakar..

Do i look macam knak2 praskolah yg belari2 pakai beg pergi mengeksplorasi alam semulajadi..?
Hahaha..
But it was fun to have that nickname..
And skrg bila je kerja dgn this ppw, dia akan panggil saya "wada d explorer"
Comel kan..?

Haha..bole berangan saya muda lagi...
Ahaks :p

P/s: budak ni is too young for me..tahun 1989/90..baya2 adik kita, ija..so maybe sbb dia muda lg, so dia ingat saya pn muda lg kot tu yg dipanggil gelaran kartun kanak2 tu..
hahaha :p

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feeling fades...

It fades...
It does..trust me..

After 6 month of unable to contact you-know-who..
Semalam at last dia jawab my call.and we talk..
Ttg dia nak continue MO-ship in which department..
About dia nak sambung amik master in ortho...
About dia yg nk beli rumah..
And when he asked why i didnt buy d house that i mentioned to him a year plus ago, the fon just terputus begitu sahaja..
Betul..
I did try to call him tapi asyik masuk voicemail..
So i guess that's all for me n him..
Itu saja..

Pernah dgr tak yg "God works in mysterious way..'

I think it is true..
Allah tahu yg terbaik..
And selepas semua doa2 itu, i think.d answer is right in front of my eyes..

He is not for me..

And now i can admit that..
And i will not cry for that..
Coz..
My feelings for him is no longer there..
Full stop..

To him..
I might be d stupidest girl ever..
For believing that u n me will be us..
But now i know..
U and me will always be u and me..
I wasted all this 5years for u..so now i AM moving on..
Goodbye to u..
Thanks for giving me such a  colourful life for d past 5 years (+ 6months of gloomy days ever)

I think it is your loss coz i have been loving u like a mad person does..i used to be willing to do anything for u..to sacrifice everything for u.. But u just ignore me..

I used to think that i am not worth for u.
That i havent dont enough for u..
That i should do more to at least redeem myself to get u...

And now i do see it differently..
And it is true as what my frens had told me repeatedly..

U r just not worth for me..
I deserve someone better than u..
I really do ;)

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kisah "abang wangi"

Rasa nak tergelak sbb nama "abg wangi" tu..
Len cyg yg bagi..hihi..
Mcm comel tp klaka kan nama tu..

Tp i'll be using dat name la lepas ni..
Haha
Macam la akan crita banyak pasal "abg wangi" tu..
Haha

Kisah menarik yg mampu membuat kan saya tergelak sorg2..
Sbb...

Arini i ridiculously update my fb status pasal eye candy..
And dgn xdisangka2, dpt reaksi pulak dpd kengkawan..
Siap ada yg whatsapp tanya siapa eye candy itu..
Sbb dia pn ada crush di ED tu..

Mngkn takut gaduh tarik2 rambut berebut kan eyecandy :p

Hahaha..

Xdpt bayangkan la kalau aku dgn kawan aku tu bgaduh bagai..sampai tarik tudung tercabut rambut semata2 for eyecandy..
Hahaha

Tp rupa2nye eyecandy kami berbeza..haha
So xpayah la gaduh2 tarik muka kn..
Hehehe

But it is fun to feel alive like this...
Xsangka that liking a NEW GUY can bring such a good feeling..

Haha

Tp harus ditegaskan di sini...

1) saya cuma memandang dpd jauh je ya.. Lgsg xde hati pn pada dia.. Betul!!
2) itu cuma eye candy tau..bukan crush...bukan suka pn..haha..
3) dia lgsg bukan taste saya..fullstop.. As informed by mijah cyg "kita rasa dia bkn taste wada.."
And i answered, "kta pn rasa itu bkn taste kita.." haha

But it is so much fun sbb bole cuci mata sekali sekala...
Setelah bertahun asyik membutakan mata..selepas ni, saya akan lebih bukak mata so that i'll have more eye candiesssss :p

Hahahaha (evil laugh)

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mencari "syurga"ku..

Haha..
Tajuk mesti jiwang..
Knapa tajuk post kali ni mcm tajuk novel...?
Apakah motif nye..??!!

jeng jeng jeng..
Akan saya beritahu di akhir crita kali ni..
Haha..

Firdaus ialah syurga kan..?
Syurga buat mreka yg layak...
Jadi itu lah sbab nye tajuk saya seperti di atas..

Adakah saya senang tertarik pada org yg ujung nama nye firdaus...?

Dh bertahun saya duk menanti S.firdaus tu sorg..
Menunggu cam org pandai..
Dia tu org bernama, berharta, ada pangkat, ada gaya..
Aku ni..?xde pape pn yg aku punya utk jd setaraf dgn nya..
Xdipandang..xdihirau..
Haha..
Xpeje..xkisah..

Then sekarang..
Suka lak tgk sorg MA kat ED hosp mlaka ni..
I.firdaus..
Baik giler abg MA ni..
Ckp lembut je..
Senyum je slalu..
Sblm balik akan ckp trima kasih kat semua org..
Even lepas seharian kerja yg busy kat resus tu, still mcm wangi je k!!
Ehem..
Saya xcium dia ok..
tp kerja dekat2, wangi je sntiasa..
xbau busuk pn..
dah la i likeylike wangi-wangian ni..
haha

Tapi..
Rasanya...
Of course dah kawen la..
Haha..
Kalau x, xkan baju dia sntiasa kemas..ber-iron siap ada sisi tajam lagi ok!!
Haha..
Baju saya yg kedut seribu..

Knapa..?

sbb i xkawen lagi..xde sape nk.iron.kan baju utk i..hahaha :p

Of course la all d good guys r taken!!
Haisyh..

Tp saya xde la suka pd I.firdaus tu coz dia kan laki org!!
Gile apa nak usya suami org!!
Sooo not me..

Lagipun..
Walau apa terjadi..
sampai la detik dan saat ini..
S.firdaus je yg duk melekat kat minda..kat jiwa..kat hati ini..
Walaupun saya ni xbermakna utk nya...

Knapa..?
Coz saya boh-doh..thats why..
Hahaha.
Ngoks sbb suka pd org yg xkisahkan saya..
Knapa..?
Coz i think that i am already too old to go and find a new love...
Coz once i love a person..i cant undo my love to him..

Betapa parah nye saya..haha

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konsert jamal abdillah di istana budaya

Semalam..
Adalah one of d days yg bersejarah..
Akhirnya setelah btahun menjadi peminat setia Jamal Abdillah..

Me n adik went to his concert at istana budaya..
Yeay!!
It was super duper awsome..

Konsert semalam adalah tribute kpd Allahyarham tan sri P.Ramlee..

Jadi semua lagu yg jamal nyanyikan adalah lagu2 P.Ramlee..

Sgt sedap!!
Mmg saya terpukau.serta terpikat to the max la..
Haha..

Bila muncul aje jamal kat pentas tu...
Mata terus terpaku kat jamal..
Xpandang lgsg para penari yg menari2 di sekeliling tu...
Uwaaa!!!
I suka sgt!!!!!

Suara dah la sedap..
Gaya dia..plus nampak mcm hensem aje bila on stage...
Then bila dia senyum...oh no!!! So sweet!!
Terus rasa nk nyanyi..
"siapa bilang lelaki melayu xmenawan..xmenarik hati..tiada memikat.."

Hahaha..

Mmg membuat kan saya terapung2 di dunia khayalan la.. Sbb sgt2 terpesona..
Haha

Konsert nye start 9pm and habis 11pm..
Then..ada pulak sesi bgambar..haha
Mula2 rasa xmau la amik gamba dgn jamal..
Then terpikir..rugi la dah ada peluang dpn mata..
Haha..

Maka saya pun beratur pjg...menanti giliran bgambar..haha

Mmg best la smlm...
Nasib baik la kami dihantar ke sana oleh BF adik..kalau saya yg drive, silap2 sampai istana negara..bkn istana budaya..hahaha

So..
Apa konklusi saya slepas pegi konsert jamal..?
I need a guy like him..

Suara sedap so that bole slalu nyanyi all kinds of songs for me...
Ensem la..haha..tp ini subjektif..coz kbanyakan lelaki yg saya ckp ensem, org lain cakap TAK ensem..haha..
Plus..snyuman yg oh-so-sweet...so that lepas balik kerja penat2 bole tgk senyuman yg menggoda jiwa..haha

Berangan la wada..berangan...

To my "jamal abdillah" out there..sampai bila la bole kita bertemu..dah penat la tunggu my"jamal abdillah" to come..
Huuu..

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