reading..but nothing seems to stay in my mind

sleeping but then i would regret myself..

i dont know why but everything seems to be wrong..
ini salah
itu pn salah
takde benda yg betul..semuanye salah dan silap dan salah lagi..

whining and whining and whining..
as if i have nothing to do..but that is all i can do...
i hate myself for being like this..really hate myself~