Things I'll Never Say

td duk dgr2 lagu kat dlm laptop ni, sbb kebosanan tahap max..dah ajak org berkaraoke dh pn td tp karaoke jarak jauh je la ye, guna laptop masing2 ok, bukan nye kuar berkarok bersama, kerana itu tidak mungkin, suara itu aurat kan :P ahaks..
as usual la, when wada meets songs, maka her mind pun mulalah ber-wondering around...
and tiba2 terjatuh ati pd this one song..hehe..mcm sgt comel aje..mmg lagu ni dh lama....
sprt biasalah, kita ni mmg old-school, so, layan je la k..hehe..
and here is the 'story' yg kepala kita ni duk pusing2kan aje..hehe..
ala2 kisah dan lagu la :D

AMARAN: kpd yg rasa apa yg kita tulis ni merepek, sila jgn baca supaya masa anda tidak terbuang begitu aje...kita tulis ni just nk mengeluarkan crita di sebalik lagu ni, after all, i write coz i like to write n i like to imagine things yg berasal from my fairytale-world :D

 

Things I'll Never Say  by Avril Lavigne

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I'm tuggin' at my hair (no, kita xde tarik2 rambut pn,haha)
I'm pullin' at my clothes (no lg, kita takde pn tarik2 baju ni)
I'm tryin' to keep my cool 

(owh, ni sgt betul, mst la kita act cool,as cool as cucumber...tp timun xsyok la, so, i act as cool as mocha ice blended..haha)
I know it shows (kita no comment..mst la xshow pn {i'm in denial, i know, tp plz say yes..}xshow pn kan..?)

I'm staring at my feet (hehe..maksudnye, kita nak kasut baru :P )
My cheeks are turning red (uiks..xla..kita bukan nye cepat merah cm syeep-syeep..ops, sori bos :P)
And I'm searching for the words inside my head  

(yup.yup...sbb dia suka bercerita n kita suka dgr dia crita, sbb klaka sgt..haha.tp bila dua2 diam, owh, n i'll be speechless n ada org akan mula humming...hehehe)

'Cause I'm feeling nervous (nervous kah..?)
Tryin' to be so perfect (that's a problem, coz i know i'll never be a perfect one, for dia..)
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it 

(yes..sgt2 betul..dia is worth everything, segala yg di bumi dan di langit {bunyi cm exaggerating aje kan..hehe..tp betul apa..mmg sgt2 berharga.}coz susah nye la nk jmpa sumone yg cmtu..so, this is sooo true..)
Yeah...

If I could say what I want to say ( no.. i cant say it out..sorry ye, xbole jd perigi yg cari timba...)
I'd say I want to blow you--away (hehe..mst la..nk wat dia terapung2 gak cm kita slalu rasa..hehe :P)
Be with you every night (ini kedengaran spt censored aje, so, this sentence in this song xkira ok..)
Am I squeezing you too tight? (owh, ini juga rejected ok..saya xberfikiran seperti ini..oh NOOOO!!!)
If I could see what I want to see (bestnye if ini dpt jd nyata..)
I want to see you go down--on one knee (Comel sgt2...sweet nye...)
Marry me today (haha..kalau la it is that easy..jom kawin skrg jugak jom :P hahaha.klaka klaka..)
Guess I'm wishing my life away (yup..my wish..)
With these things I'll never say (yes..i'll never say any of these.so, lets just pray, and pray and keep on praying)
It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time (? a waste of time..? xla..cuma penat.letih..xlarat..)
What use is it to you what's on my mind? (hehe..mst la berguna..so that dia tau apa kita nak..so,every thing that i want, bole jd kenyataan..hahaha..berangan la cik wada :P )
If it ain't comin' out, we're not going anywhere ( still sama cm sblum ni..best-friend ever, kan...?)
So why can't I just tell you that I care? (of course la, i do care..rasa2nye dia tau dh kot..ke xtau..?ish,ish,ish.. )

'Cause I'm feeling nervous (nervous bila pikir kan nak msuk 5th year..haha)
Tryin' to be so perfect.. 

(mst la org hebat cm dia tu,at last nye, akan bergandingan dgn girl yg hebat yg setanding dgn dia, n i am just a plain girl, and i'm not a perfect one...)
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it  (yup..sgt2 berharga for me..)
Yeah...

If I could say what I wanna say  

(kalau la semua benda smudah itu..just say it out n everything will be as what i want it to be...)
I'd say I want to blow you--away (plus nak kidnap gak..supaya bole slalu happy kan kita stiap masa)
Be with you every night (haha..cm lagu yuna, after midnight :P)
Am I squeezing you too tight? ( ni xde ok..)
If I could see what I wanna see 

(kalau la ini kenyataan, mst dunia ini sgt2 indah, berwarna-warni dan penuh keceriaan...but then, if i cn see what i want to see, i cant differentiate yg mana kenyataan dan yg mana cuma khayalan..huhu)
I want to see you go down--on one knee (hehehe)
Marry me today (if only...)
Guess I'm wishing my life away (my wish will remain only as a wish..impossible to be granted~)
With these things I'll never say 

(i cant say anything..i'm just a girl trapped in her own feelings in her own-fairytale-world)

(What is)What's wrong with my tongue? ( haha)
These words keep slipping away 

(hehe..kdg2 sampai tak tercakap apa yg nk dibagitau..hehe..lidah terkelu, membisu seribu bahasa..ahaks :P)
(I stutter)I stutter (I stumble)I stumble like I've got nothing to say 

( slalu sgt dh..and kdg2 tu, smpai xpaham apa kita cakap, even me myself xpaham apa yg kita dh ckp, ini kan lg dia..haha..once, kita kat bilik but i said to dia, kita dah balik umah..hahaha :P)

'Cause I'm feeling nervous.. (haha..xnervous ok..biasa aje..)
Trying to be so perfect (and i  know that kita tak mampu nk jadi sempurna..)
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it  ( no words can describe how much dia is worth to me..priceless..ahaks..)
Yeah...