Dugaan demi dugaan~

Research kitaorg mmg sgt2 mencabar..
And i thank Allah for giving me team-mates yg sgt2 penyabar, baik hati dan penuh sopan santun (Ct Nad+Len)
Plus our supervisor, Dr Raja, yg mmg byk membawa ketenangan kpd kami yg makin hari makin parah ini~

Semalam...
Kitaorg dtg dgn penuh smgt nk collect data..dgn harapan menggunung,harap2 la selepas cuti, dpt collect sebanyak mungkin...
Kami menunggu dpd pukul 1030am cmtu..
Tunggu..tunggu..terus la menunggu...di bilik seminar ENT clinic itu...
Mcm penunggu yg setia...
at 330pm, alhamdulillah, kitaorg menerima kabar gembira sbb rekod2 pt dh ada atas meja Dr Raja..
So kami pn memulakan kerja dgn gembira...ada 8..ok la tu...at least ada instead of xde lgsg...
So at around 450pm, clinic dh hampir ditutup...bilik2 para Dr telah mula dikunci..
so kitaorg decide nk balik, sbb clinic dh nk tutup...
walaupn xsiap lg, kitaorg berazam nk sambung esok (arini..)
so ktaorg kemas2 smula file2 tu, and angkat menuju ke bilik Dr Raja..
Tp dh berkunci...so kitaorg mintak tlg SN kat ctu tlg buka kan pintu bilik Dr Raja..
Dan nasib malang kami bermula...
Kami terserempak dgn D*** S### (nama terpaksa dirahsiakan)
Dan it was like hell to see that man!!!

Dia memulakan acara mendera kami bertiga secara mentally and emotionally..

Dia tanya soalan,
"Negara apakah yg paling byk muslim"
He asked one by one..me, nad, len..n he expect us to answer him back!!! Gilosss!!!
I answered, arab country, and he made that annoying grunting sound of him...
Nad answered India, and he was very happy to listen to that (sbnnye kitaorg dh dgr dh dia tny the same question pg tu, tp kami masing2 malas nak layan...)
dia siap cakap, "wah u are very intelligent...why do u answer India..?u have an indian boyfren eh..?this means that u r not one of those fanatic muslim la..good la u.."(dia sgt2 berbangga coz ada org bole jwb soalan dia..tp, HELLO!! suka2 ati aje nak ckp ada fanatic muslim la, apalah...do u know that u are talking to 3 muslims here and u are offending each one of us with each words that came out from your-very-bad-mouth..)
and then he said that, bagusla sekarang ni, chrisitans are more than muslims, coz according to him yg perasan dia sgt2 pandai itu, when muslims are more than christians, there will be WAR!!! (HELLO lg skali...apa kah dia ni dah gilos..?atau dah nyanyuk.?or both..?mana bole dia sesuka hati nak ckp that more muslims=WAR!!! saya mmg xpandai agama, saya mmg xtau cmne nak ckp at that time tp saya sgt2 sedih diperlakukan sebegitu oleh sumone yg kononnye bagus, yg kononnye byk pengalaman, but stil, he is being very rude to us..n i was there, standing without saying anything coz i dont know what to say to such a grandiuosity-grandpa like him..
semoga segala kutukan n hinaan dia, akan mendapat balasan di masa hadapan...

and dia dgn xmalunye, asked the 3 of us to say " terima kasih cikgu" to him..
Cikgu...?
Cikgu...?
does he thinks that he is our teacher..?
slepas dia menghina muslims sesuka hati dia..dia suruh kami bertiga to thank him..?
how stupid are we,huh...?
NO WAY!!!!!!not even a word of thanks come out from my mouth..NO WAY!!! U are not my teacher at all.
Disebabkan dia org tua, kami berdiam diri tnpa menjawab stiap kritikanyg kuar dpd mulutnye, atas dasar hormat....
Disebabkan dia mempunyai kedudukan di hspital itu, dan kami bertiga hanya menumpang  hospital itu,kami berdiam diri krn xmahu mengundang kekecohan yg kelak akan memalukan para doktor kami, our beloved lecturers, OUR TRUE TEACHERS...
Kalau tidak .......................................

And at that time, di kala kami bertiga terpaku kelu, xmampu nak berkata, dtg la seorg staff nurse yg sgt mulia hatinya dan membantu kami bertiga...
She saved us that time...
Thanks a lot kakak SN yg baikhati..
Hanya Allah yg mampu membalas jasamu itu~
Dan kami pulang dgn hati yg membara penuh kebencian...


Hari ini......
Kitaorg dtg cm smlm gak, around 1030am..
dgn hajat nk siap kan kerja smlm...
yg dh xberapa byk, tinggal 3 je..
arini xdpt rekod yg baru,so kitaorg just abiskan apa yg ada...
tp..

ada lg incident sedih melanda kitaorg bertiga..

Di kala kitaorg smpai ke rekod terakhir, nad terjumpa satu result PTA yg each of us xtau cmne nak interprete..so, kitaorg decide nk mintak tolong pihak audiology la, sbb Dr Raja sgt2 bz, arini kn clinic day, so byk pt,lgpn, mcm menyusah kan aje utk Dr Raja, ktaorg ni nk gi tny seorg specialist utk sumting yg remeh sprt itu...
so kitaog bertiga pn bergerak ke tempat audiolog di ujung ceruk klinik ent itu...
di saat itu, kelihatan ada bbrp org di dlm bilik audiology, rasa2nye, 2 org audiologist plus 2,3org pts..
so kitaorg just jalan terus n pergi kat student audio uia, nk tanya la apa maksud simbol pelik kat PTA result pt ktaorg tu...
Tba2, kedengaran seorg lelaki(audiologist UIA) kuar dpd bilik audio tu dan bertanya kpd ktaorg,dgn nada penuh kemarahan, seolahnya kitairg ni dtg nak wat kacau...

"korg ni nak cari sape...???"

Len pn jawab dgn baiknye, "xpela, ktaorg tanya pd student aje,nk tny sikit pasal PTA" 

(sblm tu, ada sorg student audio yg dh explain pd dia yg ktaorg dtg nk ny sumting)

"xbole...xbole.."

"eh, xpela,ktaorg xtny encik sbb ada pt, kitaorg just tny student ni, sikit je.. "

"NO!

TAK BOLEH!!..

they are my students and i cakap xbole..xbole lah.

Dah, u all pegi duk kat depan...

Korg pergi depan, korg jangan dtg cni lg...

Mana bole suka2 hati dtg, nak buat kurang ajar kat sini!!!"

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Kami terdiam..apa salah kami..?

Apa yg ktaorg wat sampai dia ckp ktaorg kurang ajar..?

Kalaupn kitaorg

Dan kitaorg berlalu dgn penuh rasa sayu..apa salah kitaorg..?knp nak tny sikit pn xbole..?kenapa perlu jd kedekut sgt2 dgn ilmu di dada itu..?ilmu tu bukan milik dia bukan...?knp dia jd lecturer UIA kalau dia xampu nak tunjukkan teladan yg baik..?knp perlu dia memarahi kami yg dtg cuma utk bertanya..?knp perlu dia mengherdik kami di hadapan khalayak ramai..?di dpn patients..di dpn students audio..
Jika benar kami salah, tegur la dgn berhemah...tegur dgn baik...secara lembut..
kitaorg ni bukan la budak2 yg jenis kurang ajar, yg xbole trima nasihat org lain...
Tegurla dgn elok, kitaorg boleh terima smuanya..sbb kitaorg pn manusia, mmg xlepas dpd wat silap, yg kdg2 ktaorg pn terlepas pandang...tp, kenapa perlu menghina,mengherdik,menengking sedemikian rupa..?
bukankah kita semua ni sama aje, awak tak lebih drpd kami, dan kami xlebih drpd awak..
sbb kta ni smua hanya hamba Allah yg Maha Kuasa...

Dan kami yg kesedihan ini duduk la terperosok di bilik seminar ent clinic itu..
Dan tak brapa lama lpas tu, Dr Raja dtg..so ktaorg pn bertanya pd Dr Raja ttg PTA itu..dr raja menjawab dgn penuh ikhlas, dgn baiknya, tanpa byk soal jawab, dia explain pd kami dgn baiknya, as what a good teacher should..dan di kala itu, semua keperitan dan kesakitan td terus luput....

Slepas itu, ktaorg pn pulang ke mahallah...

Entah apalah yg bakal berlaku esok...
Doa2kanla semoga smuanye berjalan dgn lancar~