i dont want to know~

kadang tu, hati terdetik, kenapa perlu rasa begini...
tp jawapan nye jelas di depan mata..

i am just a girl...

walaupun kita gelak aje bila dgr all those things yg ada org tu ckp..

tp..

hati ni terguris, terhiris...
tak tahan la..
sampainya hati sbab wat mcm ni...
lebih tepat lg, sampainya hati sbb cakap cmtu....

tell me...
eventhough kita tersenyum, does that mean i agree with all those things...
tau x, sakit hati tu cmne...?
xbole tido...
xbole nk baca buku..
xbole nak dgr lagu2 yg kita suka pn, coz tiap2 lagu terasa mcm memerli diriku ini..
xbole nk pikirkan benda lain except for smuanye yg di-mention kan itu...

owh, tolong lah...
tak nampak ke kita berubah each time all those-stories-of-yours itu dicritakan...

"org ni suka dia...
"org tu nak dia...
"org kt sana pgil dia abg...
"org kt ctu asyik2 je call dia..

fine...

yela...org cmtu, of course la smua girls nak, kan...?

tp, tp....
keep it to urself,plz....
yes, mmg la bole crita pd kita, i dont bother...
tp, bila asyik cakap cm tu, how do u expect i'm going to feel...?

sakit hati...
xsuka...

ahhh..suka hati la...
xnak tau dh smua tu...
byk sgt2 prempuan dlm hidupnya..
dan smoga akan berbahagia dgn mereka smua....

and please, dont ever tell me anything about urself to me, never again...
coz, I Dont Want to Know~

{i just want my motivator back cm slalu...slalu wat kita gelak guling2..slalu wat kita seronok bila dgr dia bercerita about smuanya dlm idup dia...slalu ajar kita mcm2 benda...slalu bg nasihat kat kita..slalu ada to lend me a shoulder to cry on...slalu je sntiasa bsama2 dgn kita....tp now...ntahla...cmne kalau one day nnt kita kehilangan my motivator to all these girls yg duk gilakan dia siang n malam..?sape nak happykan kita time kita down...sape nak nasihatkan kita when kita tak tau nak wat cmne dgn my life ni...sape nak wat kita gelak guling2 cm slalu...sape nak halaukan kucing yg kita takut n bawak kucing tu ke tempat dia supaya kucing tu tak kacau kita lg... }