things happen..
haisyh.
itu sgt susah when things happen..
when everything is not in ur control..
huuu.
thinking back and i dont know what i did wrong. .
life is hard enough for me..
but life without love is much.more difficult to handle..
slepas 5thn hati ini cuma kenal satu nama..mcm mana nak padamkan smua tu..?
all d dreams that keep.on repeating in my sleep..
up till today..
i cant sleep coz i dont want to dream..at all...
ntah apa yg silap.
ntah apa yg salah...
looking back at my decisions..
maybe..
the only reason i am still alone is sooo plain simple..
aku xcantik.xkurus..
fullstop..
as easy as that..
but i do wonder...
adakah org yg buruk mcm aku ni..mmg xlayak nk idup bahagia..?
mungkin la kot
kebahagiaan mgkn hanya utk org yg cantik, yg ada kedudukan, yg kaya, yg ada nama..
but for me...
apa la yg aku ada....
dah banyak kali aku ulang2 ckp.
tp sbnarnya..
siapa yg bole tau betapa remuknya hati ku ini...
i know i sound pathethic..
but it is true...
i am sooooo freaking pathetic.
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