Saya dah kata, ia betul...
Tp mucuk ckp benda tu gurauan mereka sahaja...
Tp, saya dah bertanya pd yg sepatutnya...
Dan dia kata ia betul....
So...maknanya, betul la semua itu...
Maka saya akan berdiam diri ~

Me, XOXO, silently disappearing..

another day in this long week~

Arini oncall..penat nye..tp best sgt2 sbb td oncall dgn mr shuk..dan mr shuk sgt2 byk mengajar kami td..rasa sgt2 beruntung coz dpt teaching dpd dia td..thanks a lot mr.shuk..
(walaupun stelah incident terjadi time grand round td..)
Owh..sy sepatutnye membaca sedikit sebanyak ttg arthroplasty krn esok kitaorg kena join course arthroplasty (hehe..adakah kami smua akan jd arthroplasty surgeons...?jeng jeng jeng..)
Bagi menghilangkan rasa bersalah, inilah definition nye

Arthroplasty is surgery performed to relieve pain and restore range of motion by realigning or reconstructing a dysfunctional joint.

Read more: http://www.surgeryencyclopedia.com/A-Ce/Arthroplasty.html#ixzz0jgZe2LCd

Malam ni, sy terpesong dek kerana satu website ni www.morphthing.com yg di'introduce'kan oleh cik nadzirah..hehe..credit to her :P
kat website ni, korg upload la gambar korang plus ur future-spouse-to-be then ikut instruction then akan kluar la picture yg ala-ala menggambarkan anak yg bakal korg dpt..hehe..
(even kalu ada yg berangan nak kawen dgn artis n dpt anak dgn artis tu pn bole..)

amaran, kpd anda di luar sana, keja ni agak2 pelik dan xtercapai akal ku..haha..

pelik kerana mana mungkin saya memikirkan benda spt in..

xtercapai akalku krn, bagaimanakah saya bole mendapat sang penyumbang genetic XY yg saya gunakan gambarnya itu..gambarnya itu digunakan tanpa izin..hehe..kalu diketahui, mungkin akan kena saman :P

tp kita kan baik, xmungkin dia nak saman...terpaksa la merayu2 agar kes ini tak dibawa ke muka pengadilan..hahaha :P

Maka ini lah hasil nya : jeng jeng jeng
Macam anak cina kan..dah la pipinya tembam..hahaha...
mstila pipi nya tembam kerana penyumbang genetik XX nye (saya la tu)
Owh..tp apakah yg sama ttg baby ni and sang XY itu..? hahaha..u have to figure it up yourself :P

Rasa2nye, mata cm mata saya (besarnye mata i..) tp matanye tak 100% like mine la, aiyyo!! tp mulut tu cm mulut saya ..hehe..hidungkah..?keningkah..? haha :D

Tp yg pasti, best nye la kalu dpt baby yg tomei lg bermata bulat camni..mau aje saya tium n tubit n tigit pipi nye stiap ari..haha :P

(kepada cik mucuk sila lakukan benda ni then tunjukkan hasilnye pada saya ok..nnt kita nak tgk gmbr baby anda berdua - even sblm the baby being conceived pn lg, sbb parents nye aka mucuk dan ehem-ehem mucuk, kamu berdua belum kawen lagi skrg ni, tp, iA, kita doakan anda berdua,tau....)

And as for me...? everything remains a secret..shhhh...

XOXO, me, humming in the dark midnight~

Perasaan yg bercampur baur..
Tak tau kenapa..
Hati ini sgt kuat dicengkam kebenciaan..
Satu perasaan yg sgt sukar nk dipadamkan..
Walau berkali aku mencuba utk melupakan semua itu..
Namun, aku tewas dlm amukan perasaan sendiri...
Mungkin aku perlu lupakan semuanya, kerana yg berlaku seharusnya dibiarkan berlalu...

Ya Allah...bantulah hamba Mu yg lemah lg tak berdaya ini..
Ya Allah, aku tak mampu nak menanggung kebenciaan yg kian menghimpit saban hari ku...
Ya Allah...Berikan aku kekuatn..tukarkanlah kebenciaan ini menjadi satu kekuatan,
menjadi satu iktibar dan pedoman utk ku.....................

Kemudian terbaca satu artikel ni...sgt2 suka dgn the last point :)

Anger can be quelled by mixing six kinds of knowledge and action:

1. Remember what the Qur'an and Hadith say about controlling one's anger. The hope for obtaining rewards will restrain one from taking revenge.
2. Fear Allah's punishment and consider it greater than any human punishment.
3. Realize that there will be consequences to expressing your anger. You may get revenge on your enemy here, but he or she might get revenge on you later on, either here or in the next world.
4. Remember that an angry person looks like a ferocious beast, while one who appeases his or her anger looks like a sober and learned person.
5. Ignore Satan, who tells you that you will be weak if you do not become angry.
6. Ask yourself: "Why should I be angry? What Allah has willed has happened."

From : http://www.beautifulislam.net/articles/anger_management.htm

(teringat kata2 seseorg tu, from what dia experience, bila perasaan benci membuak2, wudhuk dan solat lah jawapan terbaik...do it there and then...i'm supposed to do it..not to write it..ish ish ish..)

XOXO, Me, hating this hatred~

Ujung minggu~

Jumaat

• Kuar celebrate belated birthday put n me..yeay!!thanks a lot korg..dh lama sgt2 tak kuar ramai2 mcm aritu kan..sgt2 best..makan lasagna yg yummy di delifrance plus cake yg sgt sedap itu..hihi..korg smua mmg sgt2 best..syg korg :)
• Ptg nye, pegi karok..i like..pegi dgn mijah, hana n put..yeay..best sgt2, tp tak sempat nk nyanyi lagu industan...maknanye....kena pi karok lg next time...
• Malamnye, pi pasar malam dgn mijah n put..dh agak lewat, so tak byk option mknn..tp sedap je mknn yg ada..
• pastu....zzzzZZZZZ dgn jaya nye..hehe

Sabtu

• Pagi2 lg dh kuar pegi breakfast dgn mijah, hana and put..pi makan roti canai yg sgt lazat (sbb ia lembut plus rangup plus kuah banjir nye ada sambal..hihi) kat kedai yg dkat dgn umah makcik mijah..
• Pastu balik bilik n berehat2...
• Ptg nye,kuar pi peramu yg dh dekat2 arae tg lumpur,pi kedai mok na...makan dgn penuh berselera dan penuh kegembiraan sbb first time try sotong sumbat..hehe.sedap tp muak sbb sotong nye besar plus ada pulut yg tersumbat dgn byk nye dlm sotong tu...tp kopok lekor kt situ best...5 kopok 1 ringgit..plus air jagung dia spesel...i like :)
• Then, kitaorg pi ecm..cam biasa ShoppiNG!!!hihi..xde la membeli sgt...just mencuci mata je..tgk handbag2 yg sgt2 cantik, tp terpaksa menyimpan je perasaan mahukan handbag baru kerana handbag2 itu sgt mahal..uhu~
• Then, kami pn pulang..tp kami singgah skejap utk amik buku :P hihi
• Malam tu,rasa sgt2 bersemangat kerana dh ada buku...tp..tp...tp...tertito..mhkn kerana kehadiran buku itu yg membuatkan tido sy smakin lenaa :P hihi..nmpak sgt pemalas nk bc buku, wlaupn dh ada buku dpn mata..

Ahad

• Pagi2 dh pi pasar tani yg kat dpn stadium tu..hihi..best.best..bukannye nk beli ikan, ayam ataupn sayur2 segar, tp nk cr breakfast yg lazat...hihi..byk pilihan, rambang mata jd nye...time kt ctu,ada belon ijau yg free...tp utk kanak2 aje..alangkah bagus kalu kitaorg pn kanak2 juga..bole dpt belon ijau free :P
• tghari xwat pape...
• Ptg pi makan kt megamall dgn us n nad..best.best..hihi..kenyang smpai skrg ni..
• malam...berangan aje kejanye saya ni.ish.ish.ish...

(sy ada satu situasi, kalu yg girl said yes..and the guy also say yes...maksudnye..betul la kan...?atau adakah mereka berkomplot mengenakan saya..?nak wat saya rasa .......? hmmm)

Owh, ada satu lagi...nak jadi kan buku anatomy netter ni sbg my boyfriend, for the time being..so, skrg ni, i dh ada bf baru...nama dia netter's concise orthopaedic atlas..hihi..jgn jeles ye :P

knp saya pilih ia..? kerana...kerana...kerana.... hihi.hanya us dan nad ada jawapannye :D

KERINDUAN..Fullstop..

Saya rindu nak pulang ke rumah saya..

Saya rindu nak balik melaka...

Kenapa..?

Coz saya rindukan mama dan abah saya..mama ngan abah mesti akan menyambut kepulangan saya dgn mcm2 benda best...kua gi jalan2, makan2...tp yg paling best, bila saya balik umah, saya bole peluk and cium mama ngan abah..dh lama sgt tak wat cmtu, sgt2 rindukan mama dan abah..

Coz saya rindukan baby,ija dan adik.. 3 budak musyuk yg sentiasa menghiburkan hati saya, dgn perangai mereka yg sgt2 comel dan sgt2 suka menyakat..(walaupun sy kakak sulung, mereka suka usik plus sakat plus kenakan saya..tp diaorg sgt2 comel...n saya tak kisah pn kena kacau dgn budak2 manja ni smua..)

Kesimpulannya...kenapalah saya masih ada kat kuantan ni..?
Ntahla...soalan tu asyik je berlegar2 dlm fikiran ni, dan membuatkan saya tak bole nak tido sm...
Jawapan nye..?
Mungkin sbb saya penat, baru je balik dpd temerloh smlm...kalu balik umah lak, mst penat lg...
Mungkin sbb tiket dh abis..coz tak sempat beli tiket awal2...
Mungkin sbb saya ada byk kerja nak kena wat...case write up...baca buku...baca buku...dan baca buku lagi...
tp, the most important reason sbb kenapa saya tak balik...skrg ni posting ortho!!!!!kena jadi sgt2 rajin...huhu..

xpe..sabar..sabar...minggu depan dah balik dah..

As quoted from sumone : Menghitung hari...detik demi detik...
(hehehe..ni lagu kris dayanti...sepatutnye quoted from her la kan..?
tp xnak..walaupn dia cantik dan suaranya sedap, dia xsetia...
so,xnak quote from her...nak quote from sumone gak!!!)

XOXO, Me, Menghitung hari dan setiap detik waktu....

Lama nye tak menulis..huhu..sgt2 rindu nk menulis dgn panjang lebar..skrg ni internet kat mahalah dh ok..yeay !! gumbira nya di hati...
ok..last few days i've been in temerloh..duk kat hoshas..11 of us went to hoshas for 4 days..best sgt sbb kat hoshas tu blaja mcm2..the specialists kat sana sgt concern n they even asked us what we want from them..hihi..of course la kami smua mahukan macam2 :P hehe..all in all, dpt belajar

• Hip examination by Miss Nur.. (yg sgt2 mantap, terpancar ke'girl-power'an nye..yg membuatkan sy sgt2 kagum pd Miss Nur yg rupawan itu..hihi)
• Peripheral nerve examination by Miss Su..( yg sgt2 baik, sgt2 memahami serta mengajar dgn penuh kesungguhan..cara dia mengajar sgt2 menarik, she really make sure that we understand the theory behind each steps of the peripheral nerve examination)
• Shoulder examination by Mr. Yusoff ( yg sgt2 baik dan pandai mengajar..terharu dgn cara Mr.Yusoff mengajar kami semua..)

Duk kat temerloh, best :) sbb doctor2 smuanye best..hospital nye best...even the food kat cafe hosp tu sgt sedap..ari2 makan sambal tempoyak.nyum2 :D ditambah dgn rumah yg selesa (tp xde tv, itu agak spoil gak la..dhla xbawak laptop..menyebabkan saya kesorangan, kesepian tanpa hiburan...)
tp yg agak xbest, bila pintu almari terjatuh dan menghempap jari kaki saya..ouch!!! It hurts, until now ~

Pape pn, sekarang rasa sgt2 bersyukur kerana dh pulang semula ke kuantan..kenapa..?
jeng jeng jeng..
coz i miss my cayangz semua kat kuantan ni..
so this weekend, time to enjoy with them all :P yeay and yeay lagi :D
(tp, cik mucuk balik umah la weekend ni..xdpt la nak bercerita dgn dia dan pi cafe beli air kak ani bersama2 weekend ni..)

Thanks a lot for all the nasihat and kata2 semangat yg telah membuatkan saya semakin rajin nk belaja ortho plus all the jokes that made me laugh all the time...hihi..smua ni telah byk membantu sy apatah lagi utk sy menempuhi malam2 yg penuh kesunyian di temerloh itu..lain kali, sila buat lagi :P

XOXO, Me, another week...

A friend of mine asked me a question last night.. but I did not know how to answer it..but, I think, this is the real answer, that I'm supposed to tell her…

What is love..?

Cinta itu seumpama sang pelangi..

Sang pelangi muncul mewarnai kelam dan kusamnya sang langit selepas hari hujan…

Sang pelangi membawa seribu keceriaan pada hati yg gusar..

Tatkala mata melihatnya, pasti bercahaya kembali sinar yg kian sirna…

Namun, siapa yg tahu, bilakah sang pelangi itu kan muncul..

Dan siapa yg tahu, bilakah ia menghilang…

Kadang kala di ketika diri sdg asyik menikmati keindahannya, ia hilang tanpa diduga…

Kadangkala di ketika diri kian remuk diamuk sengsara, sang pelangi muncul membawa gembira~

Haha J dah lama gelz tak tulis perkataan yg sgt2 merepek spt ini..haha..saya seharusnya menyiapkan case write up waktu ni, tp, terpesong menulis dlm blog pulak..hehehe J
( saya suka pelangi sbb ia warna warni mcm ice-cream paddle pop yg sgt yummy itu J)

Kesimpulannya,

Siapa yg mampu menyangka dan siapa yg mampu menduga apa jua ttg cinta..ia muncul tanpa diduga dan kadangkala ia pergi tanpa dipinta…dtgnya cinta membawa seribu pengharapan pd kehidupan ini, tanpa kehadirannya, dunia ini terasa suram tak berwarna…

Kepada cik mucuk…. awak, kita tak bole tido mlm td smp kul 5pg..tolong!!!

P/s : another friend of mine (yg saya sayang sgt2..coz she is one of those yg tahu the secrets of my life) said to me last night ,

"mintalah seseorang yg terbaik, yg boleh membimbing wada sampai ke syurga…"

huhu..saya sgt2 terharu…thanks dear..

 

XOXO, Me, Paddle pop fever~

Time goes by..

24..Alhamdulillah coz I managed to reach this age…

I'm so grateful for all that I have in my 24-years of life journey…

For my beloved family..mama,abah, adik,ija and baby…they are always there for me, in every ups-and-downs of my life-ride…

For all my bestest friends ;

My mucuk,

My cayangs…jut,mijah,hana,qila,izzati,put,yuyu….

My dearest dears, ct nad, us, azi…

My motivator..yg slalu membantu saya di kala saya memerlukan bantuan..yg sntiasa bg nasihat..sntiasa bg dorongan n semangat..dan sentiasa menceriakan diri saya dan slalu buat saya ketawa..

They are the reason that I can survive throughout these ever-challenging life as a medical student… They are always there for me, no matter what happen..to help me out, to make me happy when I'm sad, to give me advice and to support me all these while… Thanks a lot korang..sayang korang sgt2.. Muah muah muah :D

For all the blessings that I've received, which I usually took for granted…that I usually terlepas pandang….

I hope for success, love and happiness throughout my coming years..

To have everything that life can offer …

To be a better person,

a better daughter,

a better friend,

Most importantly, a better servant of the Almighty... J

XOXO, Me, counting each moment of the coming years..

Late update – 3: Sabtu 7th March 2010

Ahad, 7 march 2010..

My day starts at 350am…sbb dh tido terlalu byk.haha..

Pg2 lg sy dh kejutkan mucuk utk temankan saya..temankan saya wat apa.? Jeng jeng jeng…mestila wat benda pelik yg sy suka wat walaupun ianya sgt merepek plus sgt2 pelikz tatkala org lain melihat kami berdua yg comil ni berada di situ..sungguh2 pelik..haha..sy suka wat benda yg xmasuk dek akal..ala2 "tak tercapai akal ku dan akal mu jua" :P hahaha :D thanks a lot mucuk..cian mucuk kena jd mangsa keganasan sy :P trima kasih byk2 tau..owh, tahniah pd yg berkenaan…

Kemudian, kitaorg gi kat pasar tani dpn stadium tu..best..ada byk mknn..byk sgt2 smpai xtau nak beli apa..haha.

Kemudian balik mahallah, makan, lepak2…petang gi discussion utk 3i-o..then balik bilik..lepak2..tido..

(ahad may seems a little bit less adventurous kan? Haha :D tp aktiviti pg tu sgt2 la susah to accomplish actually..thanks berjuta2 lemon to cik mucuk yg sudi jd peneman pd sy yg ala2 org gelz di pagi ahad ni..hihihi)

Eh, ni baru teringat yg 7^th march used to be an important date to me..haha..kini tidak lagi ye..ia telah lupus dh.. telah diganti with those who are more important to me…skrg, it is a date that will remind me of I've done as what I've written just now…and ada tarikh lain yg lebih important than that..hahaha :P

Dan skrg, sy makin addicted to weekends…harap2 nye, every weekend will be like this weekend…that's why I wrote it here…so that I can read this post in the future and kenangkan kembali saat2 indah bersama kawan2 ku yg tersayang :D

Late update – 2: Sabtu 6th March 2010

Sabtu, 6 march 2010. Best sgt2 lagi…hehe..sebab, pagi2 lagi dah kuar date dgn my dearest cayangz, Mijah, Jut and Put..ktaorg kuar kul 8 pg (awalkan?)pi makan kat kdai yg dkat dgn umah makcik mijah (xtau nama taman tu apa…Cuma tau ia dekat dgn umah makcik mijah..) saya makan dgn banyaknye..hehe.nyum2 sedap sungguh roti itu J

Kemudian, kami smpai ke imc, trus pi tgk interbatch..sokong team 10^th batch yg sememangny terer tu..tahniah kpd mereka2 yg main sebab menang (lagi..hehe..korang memang sgt2 hebat..bangga sungguh saya duk dlm 10^th batch ni..)tahniah juga kepada para penyokong 10^th batch ( termasuk la saya ni..hehe) kerana telah memberikan sokongan padu utk ahli-ahli 10^th batch menang J hehe..best sgt2..good job korang..

Then, around kul 1145am, saya, mijah,put bertolak ke ecm utk menonton alice in wonderand 3-d..hmm..crita dia biasa je..xdela best sgt tp xdela xbest langsung…maybe sbb xbyk sgt benda yg best dlm crita tu kot..tp still, sy sgt2 seronok krana kuar dgn kawan2 tersyg J thanks a lot korg…

Owh slepas abes crita tu, kitaorg pn mencuci mata di ecm..hihi..tp sy xbeli apa2..(Berjaya mengawal nafsu bershopping yg semakin dasyat amukannya kebelakangan ni.) tp beli gak sebenarnye..hehe..beli apa..? rahsia..tp sbb ada discount 50% dan ia nye sgt2 cantik, sweet sgt2 colour nye, I cant resist the temptation..haha..tp ok la tu…Cuma terbeli 1 je :P

Then, mijah ngan put stuju menemani sy menonton perlawanan semifinal kat court blakang mahallah ni…tahniah pada yg menang…terer nye bermain…kalu xde yg sokong pn mmg confirm menang la…xde lagi yg lebih handal melainkan anda semua…pd mereka2 yg temankan saya, thanks ye J jasamu dikenang..hihi..

Owh..malam nye sy tido dgn berjaya nye kerana sgt2 penat tp sgt2 happy..hehe..sweet dreams all along~

Late update – 1: Jumaat 5th March 2010

Dah lama sangt2 tak tulis kat blog ni..

Sbb internet kt mahallah asyk je bermasalah..penat betul menanti utk connect to 'iium community' tp hasilnye sungguh mengecewaan..xdapat sambung lgsg L

Tp xpe..ni dh bole tulis..hehe.ni pun mencuri masa terluang utk menulis..kat library jhc lak tu..sungguh tidak sopan :P

Sebenarnye nak kena cover byk benda..tp, sbb masa sgt singkat..so, I'll just summarize everything la ye J

Ari jumaat, 5 march 2010..ari yg syok..hehe..tp ke'syok'an tu cuma bermula slpas Islamic input..(eh, ni satu lg crita nak kena tulis, tp later je la..

Nape jumaat best? Sebab nye,

Saya,mijah,jut,qila and put telah kuar berjalan bersama2 pegi karok J best sgt3..best yg teramat..hehe..kami ber'karok' slama 1 jam stengah..hehe.puas gak la balas dendam stelah lama tak karok…byk lagu kitaorg dendang kan..hehe..pling syok ialah lagu…….. jeng jeng jeng..siap nari2 lagi dlm tu kan… best sgt2 la korg..memang korg the best la.nak karok dgn korg lg..dan lagi..dan lagi..dan lagi..hehe..kalu bole nk jd kan karok sbg aktiviti wajib geng ktaorg, even bila kita smua dh grad nnt..hehe.bila jumpa, kena pi karok :P

Owh ye, semasa dlm perjalanan, kami ( bukan semua, tp mijah and put) ternampak seorg bro ( bro ni mmg controversial) menaiki keretanya ( sebuah krta buatan Malaysia) bersama seorg gadis yg rupanya sgt2 la seiras dgn sorg sister yg sgt2 baik, sgt2 alim…kitaorg (saya, jut, qila)terkesima tatkala diberitahu (oleh mijah&put) yg bro tu membawa gadis seiras 'sis yg baik&alim' tu di dlmkreta nye..jeng3..mana mungkin!!! Sis tu xkan naik berdua dgn any bro, let alone that bro yg sgt2 controversial tu..ish3…tp, slpas saya menjalankan penyiasatan detektif conan , rupa2nye, bro yg sgt2 controversial tu keluar dgn 'gf'dia ..hihi..ala2 cinta baru brputik gitu..ngeh ngeh ngeh….untungnye bro tu dpt makwe cun Jhehe..harap2 kekal smp ke jinjang pelamin ye..xsabar nak makan nasi minyak bro yg sgt2 controversial tu..hahaha :D sila jemput ye nnt..

Hah, lpas berkarok, kitaorg pi pasar malam..hehe.best..best..sbb dh lama tak kua sama2 mereka, jd ianya sgt2 best, wlaupn penjal2 dan makanan2 di psr malam tu kekal sama…sy Cuma membeli nasi kerabu dgn kuih 3 ketul..hehe..sbnrnye xtau nak makan apa…knpa la xde ual nasi gunting kat kuantan ni..kalu ada, tiap minggu kita beli..haha :D

Kemudian, kami pun pulang… anak dara tak elok kuar malam2…tambahan lagi kami ni, yg semuanye comel2 belaka..ahakz :P

Owh, kemudian saya pn makan…kemudian saya pun bergolek2..

Hehe..kemudian saya pun ber'aktiviti gossip girl' dgn lamanya di kala tengah malam menjelma..haha..dah lama sgt2 tak melakukan aktiviti sebegitu, so, malam tu sgt2 gumbira :D thanks ye sbb meng'update'kan kita..sgt2 suka..sgt2 xtau nak ckp cmne…(bukan sekadar gossip ye..byk benda yg sy pelajari that nite..the real meaning of friendship, kan....best friend is….<sila sambung sendiri>)

And it makes me think of what this is all about..tp still,malam tu tido dgn dibuai mimpi indah sbb sungguh bahagia rasa di jiwa ini….

Timeless~

I was dreaming away, when Mr.Nazri was teaching after the seminar today..
the topic was metabolic bone dz..
Mr Nazri, picked my name from the attendance sheet and asked me, "What is bone..?"
My answer, "bone is...bone is...bone is a tissue...." and my tongue cant say anything..nothing at all...
beng-ong.. sangat2 beng-ong..apa punya jawapan la tu..ish,ish,ish..tu la, sape suruh day-dreaming lg dlm klas..
So, jwpn yg dipertuturkan oleh mr nazri ialah ...jeng jeng jeng :P
a living tissue, specialized connective tissue,that has collagen inside, can respond to physical loads and allows some bending before it fails, and can repair themselves to be just like normal bone tissue.
(in case keluar soalan ni nnt time short case ke,long case ke..hihi..sbb jetul penah crita benda yg sama, dulu mr nazri pernah tny soalan itu kpd grup jetul..)
Ngeh ngeh ngeh..then sy pn terpaku la mendengar ajaran mr.Nazri,sbb dh ter'caught-red-handed' sbb tak pay attention in class..hehe :P
hmm, dlm byk2 yg sy dgr td dlm kelas, i managed to write these down in my notes..

Quoted from Mr.Nazri

When u grow older...
Your hair becomes white..
Your skin becomes wrinkled..
Your eyes become less clear...
You become less and less stronger....

And suddenly, the facts came down like a thunder in my heart..
Is it true..?
Is it really true..?
I'm 23 going on 24 dis March..
Meaning that, with each passing moment, i'm growing older..
Nevermind about that...
But, what struck me then was that, my parents are getting older as well....
Really..?

Coz i couldnt see all of that happening, to my Abah....
My Abah is still the Abah that i've known, since i was born,nearly 24 years ago..
My hero..The one who is always there to protect me..
The one that i turn to, whenever i need help..whenever i need protection..
The one who gives me all that i need to live my life...
The one who ensures my security..
My one and only hero.....
though time has passed and he is older now, he'll be my hero,forever...

And i also couldnt see all of that happening, to my Mama....
My Mama is still the Mama that i've known, since i was born,nearly 24 years ago..
My best friend..The one who is always there for me, no matter what, no matter when..
The one that i turn to, for advice, for guidance..
The one who always wipe out my tears and put up a smile on my face, for millions of time now..
The one who understands me more than i do...
My ultimate best friend..
though time has passed and she is older now, she'll be my best friend,always...

To Abah and Mama, i love you so much...
You both are my world...my life..
I love u so much...

XOXO, Me, as time passes by....