arini,is a very stressful and tiring day for me.
although td tengahari ada incident yg membuatkan saya tersenyum keseorangan tatkala ternampak seseorg, tp, still, bila petang menjelma, all the 'stressors' are all haunting me....
saya tak bole wat pape kalau saya stress
saya tak bole blaja pn kalau saya stress...
saya tension
saya benci...benci sgt2...
why me..?kenapa bukan kamu je wat semua tu...?
kenapa asyik2 kita..?asyik2 kita...?kenapa..?
me, reasoning all these non-sonse by that her..
- She is not me...she has no one to talk to when she has problems,she takde mama yg best macam saya..she takde kawan2 yg best macam saya..she takde my motivator macam saya...so, when she feels that all the problems are coming into her way, she throws each and all of the problems into my face...Owh, macam tu eh...? kawan2, lenkali, bila2 je ada masalah, senang je nak hadapi nye, campak je masalah tu kat org lain...sbb, org lain yg akan handle the problems, so that korg tak payah nak risau2...so that korg bole study dgn aman tenteram, sbb org lain tak perlu nak study pun, sbb korg je nak lulus exam, org lain tak penting pun nak lulus exam tu...korg kena utamakan diri sendiri,,jgn pikir lgsg pasal org lain...coz org lain tak penting, korg je yg penting..betul kan..?this is what i learned from her for this past few weekz....
i know that i am a bad girl to say such words in this holy month, but, what can i do...?
i cant take all of these anymore, coz each and everytime, i am 'the fool' being pushed and tossed around~
2 comments:
sape yg wat kt wada camtu???
meh sini kte hempuk2 die lps pose nti!
pose ni kne sabo dlu...hehe (common wrong belief ;P)
huhu..thanks us sbb memahami kita..hehe..xpe, xpe, dah abis puasa nnt, kita kuar ber-enjoy-an bersama2 ok..?sbb us dh masuk posting paeds, kita msuk psychi, mcm ada masa nk ber-ronggeng-an aje tu ;)hehe..mst dh tak tension cm skrg ni ;)
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