This week~

Minggu ni..update of our research : poorly progressing..baru ada 6 subjects..huhu..apakah jenis research yg menggunakan cuma 6 subjects...?hihi..tp alhamdulillah, it is progressing..lagilak my team research (Nad+Len) sgt2 tabah dan penuh semangat..serta satu hati satu jiwa dlm smua hal..eventhough byk kekangan (haha..dah lama tak guna perkataan ni :P) kami tetap bersatu hati..
Plus, everyday is full of happiness..coz we all like to berronggeng bersama2 :) wee~
At least (diulang, at least..) once a day kitaorg akan kua jalan2 sama2..
Hihi...seronok sgt :)
Tp i didnt snap2 byk gambar la...should be snapping pics stiap ari (azam for next week..)
So this are the pics :)

saya mengangkut files patients di bilik seminar ent clinic HTAA..kalau la ada org yg berada di IMC waktu tu, mst bole menggunakan kekuatan nye mengangkat files tu, walaupun files tu tak berat mana pun (Cik Len supermodel pun bole angkat) tp still, kalu org tu ada, mst kita dh suruh,atau lebih tepat lg, mintak tlg org tu dgn penuh kesopanan n ketatasusilaan..ahaks :P malangnya org tu tiada, jd, angkat je la sndr..haha :P

Mereka sgt2 tekun menyalin pape yg patut dpd bedticket...1st time wat, rasa sgt2 berserabut..kalau tgk tulisan dlm tu, mmg confirm tulisan para doktor..mmg "cantik tulisan" mereka..kami "kagum" sehingga kepeningan membaca nya....

moral of the story- dah jadi doktor nnt, makesure the handwritings are readable..(adakah perkataan readable itu wujud..?huhu..inilah yg terjadi bila dh lama tak write essay :P )

P/s:tp ada gak tulisan yg cun, kemas, mmg sgt2 membantu kami .. 

 Me, writing also..ahaks :P

 

 Kami berjaya mengharungi bedticket yg byk ini..yeay!! Tahniah kawan2...sila recharge for next week  :))

 

All work no play makes Jane ( ke Jack ke..sesape je la..) a dull one...

So, selain wat keja research..

Kami juga kua berjalan2...berronggeng2an..

Hihi..sewonok..

Tp xde amik gmbr dgn byk nye la..

Tp ni masa kitaorg bertiga kua ngan Ani pi Satay Zul..

Nyum nyumm (just for the satay..masakan panas yg kita order aritu, ns grg kg, xsedap, harga nye melampau..dhla ns grg tu kosong, cuma ada kangkung yg xmasak + 2ketul ayam kecil bersaiz 2cm kali 3cm+ sayur2=rm 5.50..ish.ish.ish..sekilau is much more better ok..)

tp, layan je la..janji dpt spend masa with the girls..mmg menyeronokkan..saya sgt2 happy dpt kuar dgn mrk ini :) korang mmg syok!!syg korg :))

 

Hihi..ni masa tgh tgu satay..sbb bosan sgt..membuat formation pd air2 dan kuah kacang :P

Me+ Len Supermodel..nampak x satay tu...sedaaaaaaaaapppp..kena mintak org blanja la lpas ni..hahaha :P

Ani yg Cantik + Ct Nad Cun...mereka pun mkn satay yg nyum nyum tu ;)

Ok..esok lak amik gambar lg ok..nak menambahkan koleksi gmbr dlm blog tercayang ni..

Bubye..mau tito lak..sambil bermimpi kan yg saya berjumpa prince charming encem :)

owh..
td kat clinic ent..saya dh terpikat (smula) pada Dr Zamzil Amin..encem gelz kot..
Encem sgt2..
Tolong!!!i terpikat kat suami org..
Hahahahaha :P

After Midnight~

owh saya dah gila2 suka dgr lagu skrg ni..tolong!!this is what u get when i am left alone here tanpa pape yg bole distract me from fooling around..haha..
Ok.ada satu lagu yuna yg syok...dgr this song time dlm kreta mijah, balik dpd health camp kat pengerang aritu..

Sgt2 sweet lagu ni..hehe..best..best..

AFTER MIDNIGHT

 

After midnight i shall kidnap you from the world

and i’ll keep you in my room

hush now my love and hold my hand

after midnight i shall take you to a place

where no one else should know of

hush now my love and hold my hand

you are exactly where you’re supposed to be

if anyone asks for you

they would have to find me

stay

keep me awake

keep me amazed

only for today

keep me dazed

my love is yours only

after midnight

i shall stay awake

and if you chose to close your eyes now

hush now my love

i’ll watch you sleep

you are exactly where you’re supposed to be

and if they come for you

they would have to fight me

stay

keep me awake

keep me amazed

only for today

keep me dazed

my love is yours only

• Bole ke nak kidnap anak org camtu aje..?hahaha..if only i can do that tanpa kena tangkap polis atau kena cekup dgn pegawai pencegah maksiat..haha..apa cer nak culik anak laki org tgh2 malam buta..hahaha..mungkin nak study sama2..kan..kan..mmg sguh determine la kalu sbb nak study smpai kena menculik di kala tgh malam..hehe :P
• Kalau la bole, mst la kena cari a very magical place.wlaupn kita menculik anak org, kena pastikan dia tak nak lari walaupun diculik..hahaha..so, kena la cari sumwhere yg viewnya cantik...banyak bintang..nampak langit yg terbentang luas..tepi laut ke..dgn angin yg sentiasa bertiup n bole nampak lampu dpd kapal2 kat atas laut tu :P ahaks...best nye duk tepi pantai..teringat nak gi pantai lak..
• Bole eh nak suruh org yg dh dikidnap itu utk hush..?ish ish..tp mst cumil kan..cumil sgt2.. a surprise yg sgt2 special..yg org tak pernah pikir...
• Bole ke mintak org yg dikidnap itu utk stay...stay...stay...please stay and dont ever go away...
• Of course la this is macam a part of sweet dreams yg agak2 berbahaya utk dilaksanakan dlm real life, yg hanya mampu dibayangkan dlm fikiran kita yg kian lama makin suka berlegar jauh2...
• Ahaks..if only i can do all these~

Nickelback - Never Gonna Be Alone

  

Never Gonna Be Alone

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

You never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall...
Your never gonna be alone!
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

You never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world on,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

Ooooh!
You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes...

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.

You never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world on,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

I'm gonna be there all along the way
I won't be missing one more day
I'm gonna be there all along the way
I won't be missing one more day

lagu nickelback ni sgt2 best..
td saya rasa terpanggil nak tgk videoclip ni slpas disyorkan oleh cik len, supermodel yg jelita..
Sgt2 menyedihkan..
betapa besarnya jasa seorg ayah..bayangkan kalau ayah tiada di sisi kita.. i cant even imagine that.huhu...
saya syorkan utk menonton this video clip..a tribute to all the fathers in the world..without them, we will not be here in this world..to my abah, ayu sayang abah sgt2..

Dari Kaki Tangga Ke Menara

How words are not enough to say what i would like to say....

This is a song by Fauziah Latif yg sgt2 saya suka..hehe..of course la it reminds me of dia

Dari Kaki Tangga Ke Menara

Peruntukkan secebis dari masamu nan terluang
Mengimbasi kembali suka duka masa nan silam
Ditempuhi bersama setiap cabaran yang datang
Pengalaman yang pahit dan manis tak terlupakan

Dari bawah setangga ke setangga kita mendaki
Kita jatuh terluka dan bangkit melangkah kembali
Dengan rasa percaya pada keupayaan diri
Tiada yang mustahil dihadapi

Demikian kebalnya ikatan kita
Demikian eratnya jalinan rasa
Keyakinan diiringi doa
Begitu percintaan persahabatan kita
Sebati dengan cita-cita
Merancang kehidupan hari muka

Aku gembira menyaksikan
Kau beroleh kejayaan
Dulu di kaki tangga
Kini di menara

Jangan kau lupa masa silammu
Dan mereka yang membantu
Moga tak kau abaikan
Amanah dan kewajipan

• Betapa tepat nya lagu ni utk men-describe-kan what we have..seriously, everything that me+dia ada, are in this song..haha,except for the one word yg saya dh tukar tu :P others, are very2 true :D
• Betapa saya gembira melihat diri dia tersenyum kembali....
• InsyaAllah, within a year plus from now, kita semua akan bkal bergelar Dr..so, akan mendaki satu lg tangga kejayaan dlm hidup kita..and i am proud to be here, striving towards success together...
• owh saya sgt2 yakin dia takkan lupakan tanggungjawab and all the amanah yg being given to dia..dia anak yg sbt baik...that, i am very sure of..

So, teruskan usaha..usaha..usaha..sampai kita berjaya menuju ke puncak menara..

words could never describe how much i love you, so that of which you will probably never know..

Happy nye pagi ni~

Happy..

Lalalalalala..

I'm singing cheerfully..

Lalalalala..

Happy..

I'm smiling and keep on smiling..

Nape..?sbb pagi2 lg dh kegumbiraan ye..comel, comel...

Hope that saya akan slalu happy slepas ni.. :)

Btw, saya beli 2 lolipop kesukaan saya arini masa teman kan len beli earphone kat KP.

Nyum nyumm..tak sabar nk tgu waktu berbuka sbb nak mkn lolipop cedap tu :)

and..and..and..nak berbuka kat sara thai RHB lpas mgrib ni with the girls..yeay!!

Utk mengurangkan rasa di alam khayalan saya ini, saya mencari inspirational quotes di internet..hehe..
These are some of them whichi would like to share with u :D

Me...

enough said~

Fairytale of My Life~

 Owh saya sgt2 di awang2an malam ni..
happy sgt2 la..gumbira...seronok..hihihi..

Plan ni mmg mengejut...out of sudden..hehehe :P

Slepas saya tiba-tiba aje trasa nak makan ice cream smlm...

Slepas dia tak dpt nk kua bawak saya makan ice cream smlm sbb kita dlm OT so cmne nk mkn ice cream...

Slepas dia kua mkn mlm dgn kawan2 nye smlm mlm, dan sy kelaparan kesorangan di bilik..

Slepas dia berjanji....hihi..

Thanks a lot sbb mengotakan janji itu...

Wlaupn arini seharian sy xpasti, adakah janji itu akan dilaksanakan~

Tp at last, my tummy is full....dan dia yg blanja..as usual...Yeay.. Dan saya kegembiraan yg amat sgt :)

Mcm sebelum ini gak la, kitaorg berebut air ice blended,hihi..
Disebabkan kita lebih cumil dan lebih cepat memilih berbanding dia, kita dpt order ice blended mocha..hihi..terpaksa la dia mintak ice blended cappuccino..hihi..
trima kasih sbb mengalah ye ;) sila wat cmtu slalu~

And we eat..and we talk..and we laugh...and we talk somemore..

Sampaila dia ajak balik, sbb dia ada agenda lain mlm ni..

Dan saya rasa gumbira dan menyanyi2 dgn girang nya :)

Saya tak dapat tido..

Kerja yg saya perlu taip, tak terusik pun lg...

Saya tak bole tido...

Risau..
Bimbang..
Sunyi...
Sendiri...


Tp, i would like to say....

 Sleep tight ok...nitey nite ~

3 weeks theory of cik ani ;)

I am in the mood of writing on this blog right now...
hehehe..byk benda nak kena wat sbenarnye ni, but, rasa meluap2 nak share sumthing kat sini...
Smlm lepas je dpd pasar malam kat cenderawasih...so, kitaorg (me+nad+len+ani) makan bersama2...

So, as usual, kitaorg bersembang...and ani said sumthing that made me think for almost a day now...
Hmmm..

She said, kita slalunya tak menghargai apa yg ada depan mata kita...tp bila kita dh tiada depan mata, baru kita akan rasa kehilangan...
Huhu..saya sedih sgt2 mendengar crita yg disampaikan cik ani time tu...

Owh, saya kdg2 tertanya2, mungkinkah saya ni tak menghargai insan di depan mata kita..?
hmmm...

what should i do...

i am only a girl, 

trapped in her own feelings, 

not knowing what to do, 

not wanting anything to change between me and dia....

tp asyik je memasang angan2 utk memiliki apa yg bukan milikku, mungkin takkan mampu menjadi milikku...

Hmm...but at the same time, when she asked me a few questions about me+dia...i'm speechless..xbole jawab..lidah saya kelu...

ani, saya tak mampu nak wat pape...saya tak mungkin akan menjadi perigi yg mencari timba...tak mungkin dan saya takkan mampu berbuat begitu kerana saya sedar siapalah saya ni~

Huhu..susah sangat nak jawab apa yg ani time tu tny..knapa..?
ntahla..even me myself dont have the answer...

According to Ani's theory of 3 weeks,
kita akan rasa  suka pd sumone ( to be highlighted here "SUKA")
bila kita rapat dgn sumone yg opposite jantina dgn kita,selama 3minggu atau lebih dpd itu
this is mainly due to attachment..
as an example, bila kita dh segroup dgn sorg tu, asyik wat keja sama2,
kita akan terasa, 'ok gak mamat ni, baik gak dia ni sebenar nye, best gak dia ni rupanye eh...' walaupun b4 dis, kita tak suka pn mamat tu..

and here is when my question came,
"ani, so, kalau cmtu, cmne  kta nak differentiate yg kita suka that sumone only becoz of attachment or kita btul2 suka pd dia...(aka fall in love la tu..ahaks~)"

and her answer was very simple,
"kalau kita dh tak de dgn org tu or dh separate dh dgn org tu (eg dh xsegroup, dh xde wat keja sama2 dgn dia..) kita dh takde la feel anything dh..xde la terasa rindu ke..rasa nk jumpa dia lagi even for a while ke....tp kalau dh separate dh  dgn that guy tp kita still terasa sprt itu (betapa bestnya mamat tu, kalau bole nk sama grup dgn dia lg, nak sama2 dgn dia lg, nk jumpa dia lg etc..), makna nye, mungkin the feeling is real...."

Ertiny, kalau dat feeling is just due to the attachment, after kita dh tak sama2 dgn dia, kita takde la rasa lebih2 pd dia..xde la rindu nk jumpa dia pn..xdela terasa dunia ni xlengkap tanpanya..
tp kalau betul2 suka, maknanye, akan kekal terasa yg mamat tu best, hebat, menarik, memang syok abis la...hihi..kalau bole nk sama grup ke or ada pape yg bole wat kita jumpa dia lg..da world is not complete selagi mamat tu takde...hahahaha :D me exaggerating, as usual :P



Ahaks...
and i keep on judging on my feelings, there and then, up until now...

Hmmm..what say you...?

Elective Mode...currently im on gear 1...hihi :D

Dah 2 ari start research..
me, ct nad yg cun ngan len yg jelita :) wah..saya dikelilingi girls yg cantik2 blaka..hehe..mmg best sgt dgn mereka bdua ni..mereka layan je perangai kita yg pelik ni..
Hihi :)
dikala ptg menjelma, kitaorg bertiga kuar berjalan2 bersama2..hihi..
mmg best..thanks a lot korg :) coz makin my days full of colours...despite of all my worries for dia..
korg mmg kawan2 yg best sgt2...syg korg sooo much...

To cik mucuk..cik us dear..cik mijah cyg, cik jut cyg, cik qila cyg, cik izzati cyg and cik hana cyg...Miss u all sooooo much ~

At home..finally~

Selepas exam..
Selepas berseronok2 di kuantan..
Selepas mengutip pengalamn di mukim pengerang slama 4ari,3malam..
At last, i'm now kat umah di mlaka...syok sgt2..hihi..
tp esok dh kena balik kuantan..uhu~

Ada byk sgt2 nk crita pasal pengalaman di Pengerang, Johor..
Saya duk kat umah pakcik ishak tamat..yg ktaorg pgil 'ayah', di Kg Sg Buntu..
(mmg saya buntu duk bbrapa ari kat ctu..haha..nasib baikla ada byk benda yg menggembirakan ati saya slama duk kat Pengerang tu)

Yg penting di sini, saya nak tulis gak...
Saya ditipu bulat2..hihihi..
Tp saya suka sgt walaupn ditipu cmtu..knp..?
sbb ada org tu join sama baktisiswa aritu..
dan saya gembira walaupun ditipu sebegitu skali..hahahaha :P
(penat je kita sedih2 dlm post sblm ni..ahaks)

Owh..dan rambut baru yg menarik...dn saya sgt2 tergoda~
Lalalalalalala ~

Lain2 crita n gmbar2 di Pengerang akan di-upload nnt2la ye..sbb skrg saya dlm mode bermalas2an di umah..hihi

PAgi ni kitaorg akan bergerak ke pengerang..
Doakan kitaorg smua slamat pergi ke sana dan selamat pulang ke rumah nnt ya :)

Dan ada seorang tu akan pulang ke rumah..naik flight..
Semoga selamat sampai ya..
Smoga dpt spend precious time with your family..
Paling utama, smoga bahagia slalu di samping kluarga tersayang :)

And all the words..
owh..i am sooo speechless ;)

"-.-"

Today..it started to be a very pleasant day..

Bangun tido dgn bahagia nya coz exam dh abis...

Then bersembang2 dgn mama over the fon for almost an hour...as usual, having lots and lots of laugh with mama.. Happy sgt2..we talk and talk and talk somemore..

Then in the afternoon, i went out with jetul..kitaorg gi makan lunch dgn happynya..a new environment to eat and have a blast..walaupun dh beberapa kali ke sana tp still, best gak dpt mkn di situ  :)

Then, after zohor, we went to ecm..as usual, strolling and window-shopping and searching for sumthing for sumone...susah nya nak mencari apa yg terbaik bg org lain if we dont know what that sumone wants..huhu..but we did have fun then..seronok sgt2 berjalan2 dgn cik mucuk ni sorg..dia sgt2 klaka..i laughed almost every minute :p oh cik mucuk, sila la menggembirakan hati saya ni sentiasa~

Owh, and then we went out to buy food at sekilau..nyum nyum.. i bought nasi putih with telur bistik :) likeylikeit :P

Then on our way back to uia, my rummie sms-ed me..saying that mr amin ( my dear ortho lecture that took me for the end-blok exam-viva and long case) was invoved in an accident..huhu.terperanjat sgt2..so kitaorg bercadang nk pegi lawat mr amin..we went back to uia to solat for magrib 1st..luckily, i went and asked cik jut berkenaan keadaan mr amin...cik jut ckp, mr amin is fine..just calar2 and luka2 ckit je ;) alhamdulillah..
so, we cancelled our plan to go to the hospital..

Dlm kegelapan malam td,ada satu plan comel yg telah berlaku...sgt2 sweet...as usual, i managed to watch a very sweet love-story in real life..dua2nya sgt2 comel (ok..sorg comeso me call that person si comel....sorg lg tu cuma si comel tu je ckp comel...yelah, dh sayang kan...smuanya comel..hihi)

So, slpas episod "real-fairytale-lovestory-i-love-u-u-love-me-too" itu, saya pn pulang lah...mengemas2 barang mau ke pengerang for health camp esok pg..plan nye akan bertolak kul 630am..so, smua kena siap2 berkumpul by 6am..huhu..so i planned to sleep early lpas siap2 kemas brg2 smua...

Tp kemudian...

Saya bertanya sesuatu pd seseorg...

Dah saya sgt2 bersedih membaca jawapan nya...

dan saya tak boleh tido kerana itu...

Rasa nak nangis, tp xtau knp..

Rasa nk lari, tp knp perlu saya yg lari...kalau lari pun,wat penat je..baik pergi melarikan diri bersama2
wnu...coz i know wnu loves me sooo much..

Rasa kecewa..Rasa hampa..Rasa sedih yg teramat sgt2..

Rasa tak suka pd diri sendiri kerana mempunyai perasaan yg berkecamuk ini...

Rasa sunyi..

Rasa sepi..

And i know everything will not be the same without the person that i mentioned earlier...

Tp, siapalah saya..family comes first..

And i have to accept it...

Bagusla cmtu...seorg anak yg baik pasti akan menurut segala yg diminta oleh ibu dan bapanya, tanpa byk soal, tanpa byk alasan...

And i should be proud for that...when someone put the family first, meaning that, org tu org yg baik..sgt baik..
Fullstop..

And i hate myself for having this unwanted feeling...

I could not ask dia to stay, dia sgt2 jarang pulang..sgt3 jarang balik berjumpa keluarganya..

I could not ask dia to not go back home, sbb, mom dia is the one yg suruh dia balik..

Nape...?family matters katanya...

(and in my heart says, 'what family matters that u cant say it out loud...?bertunang ke..?ke nak nikah dah...?)

Hmmmm..

And i am the bad character in this drama, trying to hold on to sumone that is not mine...i'm trying not to let go..

Today, it ends so sadly~

Gaya Tido~

I was eating my lunch..sbb xnak kotorkan buku, so instead of reading my books/notes, i surf the internet..
this is about a research done sumwhere in overseas..
Hehe..cm menarik je..
So i post it here..
Jadi, which one is ur sleeping position..?

Me...? Freefaller ^_^ ( maksudnye saya suka jatuh dgn percumakah..?atau saya senang jatuh..?jatuh apa ye..?mungkin senang jatuh hati kot..ahaks :P )

So, this is what they said about you according to your sleeping position:

• Fetus position - A whopping 41% of participants sleep in this curled-up manner. Women are twice as likely to rest like this and it is listed as the most common position. These sleepers are said to have a tough exterior but are still sensitive and may appear to be shy but warm up quickly.

• Log position - If you sleep on your side with both arms down, you are a social, easy-going person who is trusting, sometimes to the point of being gullible. The study showed 15% of people sleep like a log.

• Yearner position - A close third is the side-lying position with both arms out in front of the body, with 13% of partipants sleeping like this. Yearners are noted to be open-minded and still cynical, suspicious, and stubborn about sticking to decisions once they are made.

• Soldier position - These sleepers lie on their backs with arms down and kept close to the body. This 8% study is said to be reserved, quiet, without fuss, and hold themselves and others to a high standard. Soldier sleepers have a higher likelihood for snoring due to the flat-back position, which may not cause them to wake up often but may result in a less restful night's sleep.

• Freefall position ( Me) ^_^ - Those people who lie on their bellies with arms under or wrapped around a pillow with head turned to the side, make up 7% of the population studied. Freefallers are brash, outgoing, and are very uncomfortable with criticism. 

• Starfish position - Sleepers who lie on their backs with arms up near their head or the pillow account for 5% of participants. These people are good listeners, helpful, and are uncomfortable being the center of attention. People who sleep in starfish position are more likely to snore and to suffer from a poor night's sleep more often.

Source: http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/health/what-does-your-sleep-position-reveal-about-your-personality-1338293/