i used to

For years..
I used to b d first to wish him HB..
Even masa kawan2 dia buat surprise party utk dia..aku yg tgh ckp over d fon dgn dia..

Tp starting from this year..
I am not d first..
And i wouldnt even wish him anything....
Sbb luka di hati masih bdarah..
I used to be d one yg d first to see all his pics in fb when he uploaded his pics..
Dia akan suruh aku tgk terus if there is any new pics of him yg kwn2 dia upload..
But now...

I cant even see any new posts or any new pics of him in fb...

Nampak sgt kan betapa dia bencikan aku..
Sampai tgk kat wall fb dia pn dia "xbagi"
Nampak sgt that i have been 'block' to see any pics of him..anything about him...

Kepada dia yg tarikh lahir nya pd 9/11/1986
Yg asal dpd pontian johor..
Yg kereta nya berplat "JNL 911"..

This post is dedicated for u..

Happy belated birthday
Thank u sbb dh buat kta mcm ni..
I really appreciate all these experience..
Thanks sbb buat kta xpercaya pada lelaki lg dh
Thanks sbb buat kta hate urself sooooo much..
Thanks sbb buat hati kta kecewa smpai tak terubat.....
Thanks sbb bg harapan setinggi angkasa then lepas tu just ignorekan aje

Smoga u get everything that u want in ur life..
Smoga u get d most beautiful girl to be ur wife..the one who can love u more than herself..the one who can take care of urself, the one who can dedicate all her time to serve all ur need..the one who can share all ur happiness and sadness and be ur sunshine and rainbow all d time...may u and her live happily ever after...and may u get the chance to feel how u have made me feel...
Kalau pn xselama mana..smoga awak dpt rasa even sekelumit sakitnya hati ini dilukai sebegini dasyhat..!

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