Dosa Ramadhan~

Kadang2 tertanya sendiri..

Hmmm.
Do i flirt too much..?
Entahla..
Kalau suka tgk a guy tu...
Sbb he is handsome..and kind and nice..
Tak salah kan..?
But...
What if it goes further...?

D two of u eat together and he is the one paying eventhouh ur salary is more than his..
He asks u to teman him makan sahur and share his food with u..
He asks u to teman him makan sebab u said d lauk sedap but actually dia cuma makan kuah nye saja..haha..
He ajak u keluar go to bazaar with him.
He sits next to u and comes around whenever he is free...
He always linger around...though it is fun to have a handsome guy around u selalu, but....i have to work and be focus with my job..tak bole la asyik main mata and tergelak2 all da time..
He finds ur number and call..luckily i was deeply sleeping that time..haha..tido di petang Ramadhan mmg bjaya mengurangkan pahala..haha..
hmm.for me,that is such a brave move..kan..?

Oh..he does talk about other girls..and i do join his talk about other girls..yela..mamat ensem mestila dikenenkan with cute/pretty girls.. But he always end up with saying,  "wada. Wada....."

Haha..macam aku ni budak kecik je kan..

Tp then he will be more playful than before..
Lagi mengada..
Ish ish..

But..
I think..
I am already too old for dis flirtatious game that we r playing..
I am too old for the game..
And i am too old for him.. Bukan setahun dua...
5years apart..

Plus..
No matter how charming he may be..
We r from different religion..
Hmmm..

Dear..
I do like u...
But we r of two different worlds..
U r still young..and i am too old for u..
And i think u can find someone better than me...

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