Alhamdulillah..sampai dah kat umah ni..
Yeay!
Selepas dua minggu xbalik umah..
Akhirnya..dpt gak balik jmpa mama abah n adik2 ku yg nakal lg busyuk masam..
Haha
Esok ada banyak planning..
So...
Kena tido yg cukup..
But i cannot sleep..
Coz i am sooooo happy to be at home..
Yeay!! ;) ;) ;)
Alhamdulillah..
Borak2 dgn idayu..
Pasal balik umah..
Idayu gelak2 je cakap aku drive slow je..kurang dpd 100km/jam je..
Aku pun gelak2 la..
He was there also..duk dgr je bila ktaorg borak2...
Then bila aku ckp kat idayu,aku speed sampai 1**km/jam..
Idayu gelak2 je..sgt xpercaya kemachoan aku memandu sang forte kesygn...
Tapi dia yg kat depan aku...terbeliak bijik mata..sambil geleng2 kepala..
Then bebel2 kat aku sbb aku speed laju2 sorg2 kat highway... Bahaya katanya..
Haha
Aku gelak kan dia..
Sbb ckp bahaya..
Then dia bebel2 lagi.
Haisyh...
Sape yg suka bebel2 ni..?
Aku ke dia..??
Haha...
Tapi...
Yang buat aku oh-so-terharu..
Coz malam ni..
Masa aku on da way balik putrajaya..he text me..suruh be carefull kat highway..if anything,just tell him..
Awwww..
If anything just tell u...?
Ok la...
Ill tell u..
Soooooooo sweet of u ;)
Comel..comel..comel...
Haisyh..
Smalam itu la status fb aku..
Bila diaorg tanya..aku ckp la sbb baju raya yg berwarna warni..huhu
Tp sebenarnya..sbb ke-comel-an sikap org..haisyh~
Ari2 disuakan dgn perangai comel org..haisyh..cmne la nak ditolak kecomelan
We both keja nite shift..
Tp sbb aku keja asthma bay,aku bole la tido kejap2 masa pt xde..
Tp sbb dia keja procedure room,mmg xbole tido la..
Harapan la aku yg "rajin" ni nak tlg dia kan..
Tp dia baik la sgt siap tlg aku bg IV hydrocort kat pt sbb aku malas nak pasang branula kat pt tu..Haha
Ensem dan berkelakuan comel...so kena panggil dia apa..?hmmmmm.. Yg saya ingat, Romualdo je la lelaki yg ensem dan berkelakuan comel..siapa Romualdo..?hero The Cave of The Golden Rose...ala.fantaghiro punya knight in shining armour tu la...eh..ada si fernando jose jugak..dpd crita rosalinda yg jd kegilaan semua org time aku skola dulu..haha..
Ok..cukup2 la merepek wada...
Knapa dia berkelakuan comel..?
Haha..sbb dia kan masih anak2 ikan so mestila jiwa budak2..haha
Semalam..dia siap bawak game board yg kecik2 tu..yg magnetic yg ada game dam ular la..dam aji la..and play benda tu..
Haha. Disebabkan aku kan dh tua,aku sendiri dh lupa cmne nak main...so,dia la yg duk mengajar aku cmne nak main..siap mainkan aku punya dam tu lagi..naik tangga la..kena telan ular la...
Hahaha..i was so close to win but saya telah ditelan ular besar yg telah makan saya sampai ke tempat bawah skali..hahaha..
Apasal comel..?
Sbb sgt bersungguh2 main dam ular tu..mcm zaman knak2 ribena dulu..
Haha..
Selepas sahur dan solat subuh..disebabkan tiada pt dah..aku pn amik selimut n dduk kat sofa kat asthma bay tu dan zzzzzz..
Haha..mmg xsenonoh..
Tapi...lantaklah kan..mata dh nantok..
Then tiba2 aku terjaga..
Mcm ada org kejut..
Terpisat2 gosok mata..
Then dgr budak2 ni ckp, "tu..tu.... yg kejut.."
Aku mcm terpinga2..nampak dia gelak2 je..and ckp morning..
Uwaaa..
Ngantok..tp aku mcm senyum je..then nampak dia lari..haisyh..
Aku pn apa lagi..
Amik selimut.masuk kat bakul laundry kotor..and bergegas nak marah org yg xsemena2 ganggu aku yg tgh syok tido..
Then nampak dia ngan supervisor dia..
Tp tersengih2 sbb tau aku nak ketuk dia sbb kacau aku tido..
So..aku blah je la..
Then.masa on da way balik..
Dpt text dia..
Mntak maaf sbb dia kejut aku tido..
Haha..
Mmg patut aku bangun pn waktu tu..dh 730am pn..org shift pagi pn dh sampai...
Hmmm.
Ntah apa yg comel ntah kan..
Tp sbb dia comel kot..smua yg dibuat pn jadi comel la..kan..?
Happy sbb my cyg ada good news..
Happy sgt sbb at last she will lead a happy ever after life..
Mcm cerita fairytale yg penuh emosi tu...
Kisah idup my cyg ni sorg pn banyak halangan n cabaran nya..
But..
As what people always say..
Jodoh tu di tangan Allah..
When the time is right, the right person will come..
And i am soooooo happy that she has found her other half..
And ia dtg tiba2..xdisangka2.
And sebaik-baik perancangan adalah dpd Allah ;)
Kadang2 tertanya sendiri..
Hmmm.
Do i flirt too much..?
Entahla..
Kalau suka tgk a guy tu...
Sbb he is handsome..and kind and nice..
Tak salah kan..?
But...
What if it goes further...?
D two of u eat together and he is the one paying eventhouh ur salary is more than his..
He asks u to teman him makan sahur and share his food with u..
He asks u to teman him makan sebab u said d lauk sedap but actually dia cuma makan kuah nye saja..haha..
He ajak u keluar go to bazaar with him.
He sits next to u and comes around whenever he is free...
He always linger around...though it is fun to have a handsome guy around u selalu, but....i have to work and be focus with my job..tak bole la asyik main mata and tergelak2 all da time..
He finds ur number and call..luckily i was deeply sleeping that time..haha..tido di petang Ramadhan mmg bjaya mengurangkan pahala..haha..
hmm.for me,that is such a brave move..kan..?
Oh..he does talk about other girls..and i do join his talk about other girls..yela..mamat ensem mestila dikenenkan with cute/pretty girls.. But he always end up with saying, "wada. Wada....."
Haha..macam aku ni budak kecik je kan..
Tp then he will be more playful than before..
Lagi mengada..
Ish ish..
But..
I think..
I am already too old for dis flirtatious game that we r playing..
I am too old for the game..
And i am too old for him.. Bukan setahun dua...
5years apart..
Plus..
No matter how charming he may be..
We r from different religion..
Hmmm..
Dear..
I do like u...
But we r of two different worlds..
U r still young..and i am too old for u..
And i think u can find someone better than me...
As usual.. ED la tmpt plg bz kat seluruh sepital ni.. Smua admission akn melalui ED..
And kerja di ED la yg plg hectic..
And my family selalu ckp that i am a workaholic..
Haha..
But..
It is comforting to hear mama says that i can survive ED life bcoz of my frenz..
Mama is soooo true!!
Saya sendiri xperasan yg masa berlalu dgn pantas..
Dan saya berjaya melalui hari2 di ED kerana kawan2 saya..
Mijah cyg sntiasa di sisi..
Ada hanis..anne..mas..
Idayu n siti k pn dah start join ED..
Yeay..
Alhamdulillah..
Syukur pd Allah kerana berikan kawan2 yg hebat ni yg sntiasa di sisi..
So itu la sbab nye saya suka keja kat ED..
Yeay!!
P/s: anak ikan. ..? Yup..ada anak ikan jugak..banyak anak2 ikan tau kat sini..haha
Yesterday..my off day..
Abah mama dtg amik anak diaorg yg letih kerja pagi mlam ptg pagi malam ptg ni..
Yeay!! Terasa sgt disayangi..walaupn sehari je off dan arini aku kerja semula..
Mama abah sgup dtg amik aku yg jauh ni..
Terharusgt!!
Eventhough dh tua bangka..
Mama abah sgup dtg dpd jauh nk amik saya..yippie!!
Tp saya tido sepjg perjalanan..sepjg ari..
Tido n tido n tdo..
Not much that i did..
But at least dpt lepaskan rndu d hati..
Happy..
Plus dpt jmpa my little baby sister...
Baby dh besar dh..
Xbaby lg..
And i think, she is becoming lebih cantik skrg..
Uwaaa..jeles..
Nape org lain jd makin cantik but me..? Makin burok!!!
Haha..
P/s: ni la my latest wallpaper hphone..gamba baby tersayang ;)
Di kala kerja di ED ini..saya terasa muda selalu..
Haha..
Budak2 ni duk ingat aku lahir tahun 1989..
Haha..
So young ke i ni..?
So disebabkan saya telah perasan muda,saya mau cuci mata dgn.org2 muda...
Hahaha..
Tapi skrg kan bulan Ramadhan yg mulia...
Kena jaga pandangan *GULP*
Haha..sesuka suki saja memandang anak ikan
Tp..disebabkan aku sesuka suki melihat2..aku nak jugak melihat2 anak ikan..
Yeay!!
Tp..
Saya suka anak ikan yg berlainan bangsa..
Haha.. Kalau sebelum ni i suka ikan jenahak, sekarang i suka ikan pari la ek..?
Haha..
Paham ke apa aku ckp..? Aku pn xpaham..haha..
Tp yg pnting..
Anak ikan saya pandai bahasa melayu..
Haha..gelap sudah pasti :p
Lak tu, siap puasa dgn kta org skali..
Siap suruh aku ajar niat puasa lagi..
Haha..
So cute so cute my anak ikan di kolam ED :p
Working in ED..already in my 3rd month here..
Seronok..
Tp kerja kat yellow zone terutama nye di kala bulan puasa...sangat2 mencabar..
Saya bukan la org yg penyabar..
Saya cepat je marah2..
Saya senang mengamuk..
Huuu.
Not a good personality for a doctor..
Huuu..
Semoga saya lebih penyabar dan xmarah2 lagi...
Semoga saya tenang selalu..
Semalam..
Aku serious jd sgt cranky..
I am generally an ok person..
I can do my work when i am supposed to..
But please, jangan la jadi boss dan arahkan aku wat itu ini sesuka ati kau..
I am a human and i need to be treated as one!!
Kisah nye..
Aku jaga yellow zone..
Ada 4HOs but 2 of them kena tolong abg pi'ee wat data dalam ofis..
So tinggal la 2 HOs in yellow..
Yesterday was a fine day..
Not as hectic as usual..
Patient pn masuk satu persatu..
Alhamdulillah..
So sekali tu, disebabkan keamanan di yellow, aku rasa mcm jittery sbb terlalu free hingga aku asyik berlegar2 je..
Suddenly..
A JM (jururawat masyarakat) comes and call for a HO perempuan...
"ada HO perempuan x..?"
So i look at her and my MO also pointed towards me..
And she said,
" ni hah, wat in-and-out kat patient ni.. Drpd tadi tunggu dia kencing, tapi xnak kencing..lama sangat dah tunggu..buat in and out ajelah.." and the tone was not of a nice one..tapi macam seorg pengarah yg suruh kuli dia wat kerja stat!!
And i was like..what????
Ko siapa sesuka ati ckp camtu..
Sesuka ati suruh aku wat kerja..
Sesuka ati nak in and out pd patient dan suruh aku yg dipanggil HO perempuan ni..?
I CAN do it..no problem..
But where is ur manners..?
Dtg2 carik HO PEREMPUAn..? And she did say that..
Cant u just say TOLONG???!!!!!
Mungkin anda rasa it is not a big deal..
But it is...
For me, manners come first..
If you want people to do something, u have to say please/ tolong..
And kindly say thank you afterwards..
Ko kenapa nak panggil aku HO PEREMPUAN..?
I have a name ok..
I dont mind if u dont want to call me doctor..
But at least call me by my name..
Seriously...
People are saying that youngsters today have no manners..
But..
Where do they learn all these..?
In my opinion, a simple please/thank you will make u sound more proper and it shows that u do have manners!!
At this age of mine..
I should start berfikir pasal masa hadapan..
Pasal cari pasangan utk kehidupan akan dtg..
Pasal nak stay kat mana..
Pasal nak further study ke or nak jd chronic MO ke..
Hmmm.
Maybe yg paling aku pikir skrg is about mencari pasangan hidup..
Rasa mcm desperado je skrg ni..
Knapa ntah.maybe sbb kerja di ED..banyak kawan2 dgn budak2 muda.. Rasa saya masih muda..
Haha
Hmmm.
For d time being..
Xjumpa sesapa yg berkenan..
It is not that saya memilih..
Tp...
Kalau saya xmemilih, bole kah saya spend d whole of my life with someone yg xmampu saya compatible-kan dgn gaya hidup saya yg huru-hara-hiri-horror ni!!
Hmm.
I asked around if ada sesape utk dikenali..if ada sesape yg bole saya compatible-kan dgn diri saya..
One of d girl has a guy..
30 y/o.
Smoker on off -turn off
Gelap- ok
Works in area kapal2, xstable gak la dgr nye..
Huu..
Tp dia sgt baik..sgt caring..dan menjaga solat..
Hmmm
Camne la..
I dont think i can la..
Saya xkisah pekerjaan nye..
Tp i do mind about stability..
Cmne nak jaga dan tampung saya yg setiap bulan overbudget sehingga selalu duit saya negatif!!haha..
Ntah la..
Patut ke saya try2 kenal anyone aje..
Ntah2 bole jmpa my prince charming..
Hmmm.
Ntahla kan..
Ntah la kan..
