sometimes i wonder...
why is it even in MY dream, i cant have the ending that i want...?

the dreams started as sumting nice..
suddenly he comes to my home..
get to know with everyone..
and he even tell me, he wants me to meet sumone..sumone important....
he asks the permission to bring me out,politely...
and i went out with him...

but then, he just dissappear..
lenyap, hilang, lesap........
and i dont know anything about him...
tak tau apa jadi padanya..
tiba2 je dia hilang....
dan terus hilang...
sedih sgt...
sbb xtau apa yg sbnr nye terjadi pd dia..
xtau apa yg berlaku pd dia...
sbb dia tiba2 hilang............................

and i do remember, how great i feel when he was around..and how bad it is when he goes missing....

and it is not a feeling that i want to feel in the reality...
betul..
mmg xbole rasa kan kehilangan itu...
though i know, i'm feeling it every second of everyday....