Sometimes i feel like running away..

i dont think i like what i am doing now..

being a doctor is not fun, at all...

yes..it is not a FUN job..

but i thought, being a doctor means that i'll have chance to meet people, know them and help them all i can..
a BIG NO!!

being a doctor means dragging urself to go to hospital..
waiting to be scolded and kena sindir dgn sinis nye..
kena jerit2 tiap masa..
by ur specialists..by the staff nurses..and by the patients..

yup..
women giving birth are just not the same as other patients..
yes they are in severe pain..
but..being there with all the screaming and shouting just make me sick...
sick of being there..sick of doing my job...

everyday when i come back home, i am so tired and all i can do is sleep...
dont know why..
is it just me..?

entahla..