U made me think..

Tak tahan with my work.
To the max..

So arini..
Membebel2..
Tp sbb iolzz balik lambat..so iollzz membebel2 dlm fon..
Dia dh nk smpai umah dh pun masa tu..

Up to the extent yg membebel sepanjang dlm kereta..

And tanya pd dia..
Kta dh bosan dh with my job..
I am thinking of pindah ke tempat lain..

Awk nak pindah mana, wada..
Sayangla sbb awk dh senior..byk pengalaman dh..

Kalau cmtu..kta xtau la didi.. kta nk mntk master benda2 simple la..physio ke..then jadi lecturer..

Or..should i just go to major posting..tp tu la..kta xnak buat master onco..

Kta encourage awk pegi major posting wada..
At least awk ada setahun away from onco..
Kta encourage..awk buat la major posting..


Hmmmm..
The problem is...
I dont think i can go to major posting just because i dont think i can go too far away from u..
I know this is crazy and i am becoming crazier than before..
But..
I really think the main reason now is..i dont think i can stand the thoughts of being away from u..
Skrg..ari2 i have a reason to come to work..
Angau punya pasal..
Seeing ur car itself can make me smile..
But..
Being 1 year away is too much..

I dont know if u r with someone or not..
or if u r still available or not..

But then, a single male doctor does not sound reasonable nowadays..
Baik lak tu..
Lemah lembut lak tu..
Happy all the time lak tu..
And u love ur mom soooooo much..

But then, we r just friends and here i am, getting my heart tangled with this stupid feeling again..

Maybe i should just go to major posting..
Runaway from my hectic job..
More importantly..
Runaway from the stupid feelings that i have for u..again..

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