Terdengar lagu ziana zain 2nights ago while I was driving back home..late at night..

And all that comes to my mind was how miserable I was and I am still miserable..

"Termenung dalam gelisah..

Kudakap potret indah ini...

Terimbas kini di memoriku masa kita bersama.

Dalam rindu..

Ku genggami warkah cinta itu yg penuh luka.

Tercoret kata memilukan aku membacanya dlm gementar..

Antara kita tiada bahagia..

Kemesraan ini menduga waktu meniti  hari-hari tiada bersama mu..

Mengapa kita teruskan...."

And it breaks my heart into pieces..

I thought I have already get over all this stupid feeling..

Tp rupanya tidak...

Setahun is still not enough..

And as usual. I am the fool one.

Coz only a fool falls in love...