Terdengar lagu ziana zain 2nights ago while I was driving back home..late at night..

And all that comes to my mind was how miserable I was and I am still miserable..

"Termenung dalam gelisah..

Kudakap potret indah ini...

Terimbas kini di memoriku masa kita bersama.

Dalam rindu..

Ku genggami warkah cinta itu yg penuh luka.

Tercoret kata memilukan aku membacanya dlm gementar..

Antara kita tiada bahagia..

Kemesraan ini menduga waktu meniti  hari-hari tiada bersama mu..

Mengapa kita teruskan...."

And it breaks my heart into pieces..

I thought I have already get over all this stupid feeling..

Tp rupanya tidak...

Setahun is still not enough..

And as usual. I am the fool one.

Coz only a fool falls in love...

my sisters

Rindu kat IJA..

Kalau ija kat umah, ija slalu tolong buat kerja rumah...rajin giler..

Rindu kat IJA ;)

hati2 wahai hati

Kadang2..aku cepat judge org..

And sometimes I have to force a fake smile to paste on my face..

Bukan la aku berpura2..

Tp hati ni yg xreti mengawal diri..

Haisyh .Susah Kalau punya hati seperti ini..

Tp kadang terpikir..

Org bole tau ke yg aku xsuka pd org tu..??

Coz my sisters slalu ckp that my expressions r too obvious..

If I like sumone/sumthing it shows..

And it shows even more if I hate sumone/sum thing..

Hahaha..

Should wear a man maybe after this..

So that people won't know :p

after a month plus~

Dah lama x menulis

Bukan sbb apa..

Sbb xsempat..

And ati masih rasa sedih..

Sbb Abah masih belum sihat sepenuhnya..

Tp alhamdulillah..his condition is improving..

Sekarang jalan2 dlm umah xpayah pakai tongkat Dah .

And especially when all of us are around, the house is still as happy as always..

Walaupn sekarang kami sekeluarga dah makin jarang keluar berjalan2 dan makan2...

Walaupun kami Dah jarang gi mana2..and selalu makan at home...tp, as long as Abah makin sihat..mama kekal sihat..then, that is good enough for me..

Alhamdulillah..

P/s: and sbb aku agak selalu ber-locum..bukan sbb aku Mata duitan..tp Kalau bole nk kumpul duit..ada Banyak planning dlm kpala ni, hopefully dpt aku laksanakan dan semoga sempat aku laksanakan...