Entah kenapa...
Hati masih terasa sakit pedih terluka..
Tak pernah sebut langsung nama dia
Tak pernah langsung fikir pasal dia..
Tp..
Setiap hari masih terngiang2 suara dia.. nama dia sentiasa berlegar dlm minda..
Maka hati masih menangis setiap hari mengenangkan org yg dah lama membiarkan aku terkapai2 keseorangan di sini...
"Aku terima cintaku dipersiakan..
Aku kau lupa
Aku kau luka
Tanpa kau sedar..."
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| My beloved Abah Mama |
Happy birthday to Abah..the one man that i love the most in this whole wide world..
The one who is always there for me..
Masa susah susah for sure abah is the first one that i ask for help..
Abah tayar akak pecah..
Abah, akak xcukup duit..
Abah, tolong anta kan akak gi kerja...
Semuanya abah..
The one who will wait for me until i arrive safely at home..
He will wait for me setiap kali i go out doing locum..
Kadang2 sampai tertido kat sofa tunggu Ayu balik locum..
Pernah jugak abah tunggu2 tapi ayu xbalik2 walau dh lewat malam..rupanya Ayu oncall on that day..
The one who will say "ok" to all my sudden impulsive suggestions..
Abah, jom gi jalan sini.. Ok kak..
Abah, jom gi makan kat sana.. Ok kak..jom.
Abah,nnt kta buat mcm ni nak.. Ok kak..boleh..
The one who has sacrificed a lot for me and my sisters..
The one who always cheer me up..
The one and only man that i love..
Thanks a lot Abah ku syg..
I may not be the best daughter that Abah has..but i'm trying to..
But for sure, Abah is the best father that anyone can ask for..and for that i thank Allah each and everytime..
Ayu doakan Abah selalu sihat,selalu bahagia and selalu gembira..
Happy Birthday Abahku sayang😍😘😘😘😘
Bila bukak fb arini..
Nampak satu pic ni..
My heart skipped a beat..
And it arhythmically beats again..
There he was.
Standing tall..
With a smile...
Oh how i wonder if i did see the sparkles in his eyes?
The glitters which i usually found when i look into his eyes..
Oh how i miss all his laugh..n smile.. n his silly jokes...and his singing..
All the smiles that u can see from afar..
But all in all.
I can see that all his memories are fading..
I just miss him for the memories..
But i dont really miss him..
I dont know..
I miss him but i dont miss him..
"Kalau memang tiada jodoh..
Apa lagi nak ku heboh..
Aku malu pada teman..
Pada semua...
Rindu....
Rindu serindu rindunya
Namun engkau tak mengerti
Pilu....
Pilu sepilu pilunya..
Namun engkau tak peduli..
Mahu..
Semahu mahunya..
Namun apa daya..
Orang tak sudi.."
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